I brush that thought off. I had a lot of important things to think about than figuring out Mike's inconsistent stuff. Like how I improved my relationship with Ruth. I didn't know if it was just because we barely talked when she was out of the field. Our s*x life was amazing, keeping us intimate with each other. But we often argued too. Anything that opposed her will or thinking would surely lead to discussions.
Still Ruth in my mind, I climbed upstairs and rummaged through my drawers. I stopped when my hand got what it was searching for. It was a little red box that I purchased when I went out with Paloma and Nina. I opened it and a little metallic silver ring shone like a heavenly body in the sky.
"God knows how much I wanted to propose. I'm just looking for the right time to present
