I used to believe that the destruction of my first solo art exhibition was the greatest challenge of my life. I never thought it wasn't even close to what I was going through now, not even comparable with that fire.
Ruth, however, was the greatest downfall of me. She was the first woman I had fallen in love with. Now, without her, I had no idea what kind of future I might have.
I didn't want to get her back, though. I didn't know if I still love her as well. I had to put that love on myself first. I had to get up because that was the only thing I needed to do other than stay miserable for days.
So, just right after the semester break, I went to work as nothing had happened. I taught the class as lively as possible. I even joked and laughed with them. The only student that wouldn't bu
