I smiled fondly as I watched Dessie sleep in my arms. She was the most beautiful girl in the world; it felt as if it hurt my eyes just to look at her. I pressed a kiss softly to her forehead her skin felt warm and feverish, she smiled and gave a small little wriggle causing her long hair to fall off her neck and I shivered as I saw the wound there. I felt bile rising in my throat in pure disgust at myself I had nearly ripped half of her throat out. It had been a long time since I had flipped out at feeding so much. But I had completely lost my mind this time. I could have killed her, if she was a human there is no if about it she would be dead. It was the fact that her blood was starting to slow so significantly that shocked me out of my frenzy, the knowledge that it was my girl here and t
