-HE WANTS HER SO BADLY -
Zayn couldn't imagine breaking up with her. He didn't want to do it. Even if he knew that it would be less hurting to actually choose to be the one to break up with her, he still found it very difficult to actually break up with her.
He wanted to be all wrong. He wanted Ella to suddenly change and be this caring person. He really wanted to feel loved and to be loved by her. The cold treatment that he is going through right now is really difficult for him.
This time round, he decided to be silent about his feelings. He didn't want her to know because she might end up getting pissed at him and that is the last thing that he wanted. It would only make things worse.
However, the likes of Carlos could tell that he was not himself. Something had changed. He had lost
