My Babysitter || Cake 5sos (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 13 - The Wedding

Calum's POV

I woke up with a heavy heart and struggling lungs. I look like s**t. Red and puffy eyes, messy hair. Sometimes I don't wanna leave my room, cause everywhere I look, I saw him. He saw every corner of this house when his babysitting me, I can almost see him looking at me fondly when I walked in to the hallway.

When I pass the bathroom, I can see him and the young me playing with water and water guns. Every where I look in this second floor of the house, all the memories are happy but when I got down to the living room, I saw him sitting on the couch, phone in his hands and typing madly. In the kitchen, I saw him talking on the phone with someone and he's mad.

I flop on the couch and I can almost feel him beside me, I hate him for babysitting me, I hate him for leaving great memories in this house. I hate him for making me happy. I'm not supposed to feel this way towards him, he's getting married for f**k's sake.

Why can't you I forget him and convince myself that he doesn't love me and he will never. I got up and go to the bathroom and took a bath.

After I'm done, it was 2:00 and I just ate lunch. Mum said the she will be there early, as well as Mali and dad.

I don't wanna disappoint Luke, so I got dressed in my suit which mum bought just for this wedding. Just for his wedding.

I got a cab and instruct him to the beach. The wedding was about to start when I got there, Luke is there with excitement filling his eyes and when he saw me.. I don't know if what I saw is true but, his eyes was exploding in excitement and, and joy. With a mix of love? And passion.

I got to my seat which is the second row in the front and close to the aisle. f**k, I shouldn't feel this way. I should be happy, he's getting married and he'll have a family and kids. With Arzaylea only.

And that made me want to cry more.