I know I have to face my duplicity as I have been telling lies because I wanted to hide behind myself and live as a free person not as the daughter of a rich man.
Jake is angry and upset, in his eyes is hatred towards me. I try to explain but he shouts at me and says stuff like "Your explanations I don't want to hear them"." If you lie to me your not wanted near me or my daughter. I can't have her trust a person like you. "
I want to plead but I know it's really over. I am in so much pain I can taste it in my mouth. I would go on my knees and plead if I could. I know I can't have my explanations understood now.
I can forgive my parents anything on Earth but did they have to take the only man I will ever love away from me.
I know now how spoiled I really was and how much I was he from life. My pain is more than I can bear right now and I want to touch him just one more time.
That is when I turn around and kiss him . I am going to pay for this I know that but right now I don't care. Right now maybe for last time he's mine.