IZZY'S POV I had survived my first heartbreak, was I completely recovered ? hell no, but I managed to contain the rage inside, I decided to face this whole Massimo situation alone, I didn't eat a s**t ton of ice cream and cry with my girlfriends like Google suggested, instead I trained harder, meditated more and got my first Tattoo of a phoenix put on my hip, I craved physical pain but when you have been trained to ignore pain, it is hard to acquire it. My new Mantra had become F u c k the world before it F u c k s you. I had a whole week to sort my Massimo s**t out, Massimo was a cold hearted, ruthless, Mafia killer this was his true face as it was with most of the high ranked Familia members, this was reality, Not the other s**t where the world is soft and caring. I realized I no long

