My eyes pried open as the door to my room cracked, and I saw Zion dragging himself through and towards my bed. I had just closed my eyes not so long ago, trying to sleep, and the strain lingered in them now that I stared at my son. “Zion, baby, what’s wrong?” I asked. “I couldn’t sleep,” he grumbled, already climbing onto the bed and crawling over to my side. I pouted, “Oh, honey, I’m sorry. Do you want to sleep with mommy?” He bobbed his head, and I opened my arms to him, tightening them when he got into it. I kissed his hair and rested my head on the pillow. Not long after he came into my arms, he fell asleep, but I couldn’t sleep. I kind of saw these sleepless nights and unending thoughts coming, but I let my heart think for me. The memories of what happened between me and Aaron a

