Fall in love again?

Now or Never

Edward point of view

I'm working in my office and the door open without a knock,I look at the person who has the guts to open my door without my permission.

How could I forget that I give that hold to only one person Star Smith.She is my and Joshua childhood friend plus my ex girlfriend.

'What are you doing here?' Edward said with a pissed tone.

'we need to talk ' Star said with a smile and polite voice.

' there is nothing we should talk about Star.you can leave' Edward said and start looking at his laptop.

Star move towards Edward move his chair away from the table and sit on his lap.she move her hand on Edward chest.

Edward close his eyes than hold star hands.

'stop doing this please ' Edward said and look at her eyes.

' but you like this, don't you ' star said with a smirk on her face.

Edward make her stand from his lap and stand up from the chair.

' what you want?' Edward said and put his hand on his hairs in frustration.

'You, I only want you babe ' Star said and put her thumb on Edward lower lip.

' Why ?' Edward said and put her hand down.

' what does that mean ' Star said and take a closer step towards Edward.

' you always come to me, when you want something...what is it this time Star.' Edward said and take a step back from her.

'huh!! you are so stubborn Edward. your father meet last night at the party, its wasn't the surprise that you were not at the party.' Star said and stand closer to Edward.

'I hate parties, you know that.' Edward said with a poker face.

'oh babe! I know you very well.your father told me that he wants you to get settled and married.'Star said with a smile.

'what the point Star?' Edward said with a serious expression.

'we should get married, Marry me' Star said with a smile.

for a while it is quite than Edward start laughing at Star.

'I will never marry you Star, did you forget that we got separated from past 3 years.' Edward said with a smirk on his face.

' what the hell that supposed to mean? we breakup 3 years ago but we were seeing eachother on and off ' Star said in the angry tone.

' that because you enjoy having s*x and I like to f**k you too..its mutual feeling.' Edward said.

' you were using me ' Star said and grab the collar of Edward.

' Stop being a victim Star, you can't filter your fake expression toward Edward Snowden Williams.I know you very well.What you have done with Joshua , I know that very well too now.' Edward said and the grap on Star hands loss.

' For God sake Edward we were teenagers.'Star said and move away from Edward.

'yes ! you dated your two childhood friends at the same time.Joshua and I don't have a hint about that stupid actions of yours.'Edward said with a pissing tone.

' I dated Joshua first and I don't want him, we breakup...

after a year we start dating Edward.i wasn't cheating on you.' Star said and Edward can see a the truth in her eyes.

' It doesn't matter now, your actions broke us a part.' Edward said and move towards his chair.

My actions seriously Edward.can you explain how?

Star said ,

' you want to me to decribe the past again. you were the one who break our relationship, the day we breakup, you were f*****g some stranger at the hotel after clubbing with your friends.' Edward said with the frustration.

' Our relationship breakup because of your stupidity.You can't ignore the fact that I dated josh too.when you know about Joshua you were possessive and jealous. you were the one who start ignoring my calls and you ignored to meet me.we break a part before I was f*****g at that hotel room.' Star said with frustration.

' we should give a second chance to this relationship again. ' Star said and clamdown her temper again.

'What the hell Star, you are in the relationship with someone else now and still want a second chance.' Edward said with a angry tone.

I don't want him, I want you and you want me. Star said and try to come closer to Edward.

Edward hold her shoulder and try to move her away from him.

' If you are not happy with him then take a break Star but we can't be together again.I don't feel anything for you. you will always be my friend but just a friend.' Edward said and give the advice to her bestfriend.

' You can't be serious, you always need me.' Star said and a tear fall from her eyes.

'Don't cry Star, I can't see you like this... we have done so much mistakes but I don't want to hurt you or neither myself any more.'Edward said with a concern look.

' I can't see you with anyone else. you can't marry anyone expect me. ' Star said.

If my father want me to marry than I will but it will be my choice to whom I marry. It can't be with you anymore.I'm sorry Star.I think you should go back to Paris. Edward said genuinely.

'You want me to go back again to leave in that hell alone.

FINE.. I will never be in your life again.' Star said and storm out from the his office.

Star... Star..Edward said but Star doesn't stop.

After she storm out, I go and stand infront of window. I feel a hand on my shoulder.I look back it is Ms.copper.

'Everything is already boss' Emily said with a concern face.

'Yeah!! she is going back again. I will miss her.' Edward said and Emily can feel a sadness in his voice.

' Its hard but better for you and ms.smith.' Emily said and smile at Edward.

' I don't know What I want anymore.' Edward said

' Its better you came out from your toxic relationship with her.' Emily said and she knows she cross the line.

' I don't your judgement Mrs.copper.' Edward said and move towards his chair.

' My apology boss.' Emily said and move out of his office.

I know Ms.copper is right.. My relationship with Star is toxic, she has the controlling power over me and dishonesty was in our relationship from the start.It can't be workout now.I love her but her love suffocates my happiness and willness.It goods to over it once for all but it true it's the third time we are trying to finish everything between us.This time it's now and never.Edward said to in his subconscious mind.