Chapter 2
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YANNA
I can't believe it, Tiago and I made love?! But that was two weeks ago. Wala naman atang mabubuo, well if meron man, I should take care of the child, total kasalanan ko naman. Yes Yanna, be responsible.
"Okay ka lang babe?" Tanong ni Mark. Yeah, magkasama kami ngayon. It's a little weird, no it' really weird and really wrong. We're both cheating.
"Uhm yeah." I answered thoughtlessly. There's a lot in my mind right now and I can't rest or be at ease. Ano 'tong pinasok ko huhu.
"You okay?"
"Kinda. I'm just a little down with work lately."
"It's been stressing you huh?"
"Yeah. I thought of quitting."
"You can't."
"Why not?"
"We're traveling overseas for our anniversary date remember?"
Oh that. "And it's your favorite place." Ah oo nga pala. "It's Japan!"
He said that while waving his hands like some weird variety show guy.
"Uh yeah."
His phone rang. That slut again. He answered it and,
"I should go. I have to finished some powerpoints, I'll call you later okay? Bye." Then he gave me a kiss on my cheek. I watch him as he walked away at doon ako tumayo. Susundan ko siya, I know he'll meet his girl again. I should go so I can decide if I should beat them up or just kill them. Whatever it is, blood should be in my hands later.
Everytime they meet up, I always took some photos, planning to use them soon.
My phone's camera clicked as I took A LOT of photos. I look like a fan stalking her idol, tss. This man's ain't worthy of being an idol.
Yet, despite acting tenacious, I found myself crying. The heck is this? Yes you petty person, the person you love, loves someone else. That takes me back to the good old days.
He was a loyal boy before. I've seen him court the girls he likes, cries when he's in pain and celebrates with him when he's happy. We used to be very bestfriends before. 'Til that day I developed feelings for him, and found myself confessing after. And he said he was feeling the same thing, I thought that was gonna last yet our friendship was way longer than our relationship. I should've just stay there. I shouldn't have gone overboard.
I found myself entering a familiar bar. Oh this too. I should not resent him, I also cheated.
I should order a glass of wine to ease my pain. Or maybe a bottle? Yeah, that's better.
"A bottle of your strongest wine please." Sanaol strong.
The barista handed me a wine I didn't bother to read. I opened it and as the opening of the bottle touched my lips—
"Hey stop! Will you?" Napalingon ako and saw Tiago. Inagaw niya sakin ang bote at inilayo ito sa akin.
"What's with you?" Sabi ko sabay irap.
"Look who's talking." Ibinigay niya sa barista ang bote at sinabing sa kanya nalang ito. "I'll pay, that's yours."
"That's mine! Give it to—"
Binuhat niya ako na akala mo sako ako ng bigas. "Ba't mo'ko binubuhat na parang bigas ha?! Ibaba mo ako!"
Kulang nalang itapon niya ako papasok ng kotse. "Subukan mong tumakas, sasabunutan kita."
I rolled my eyes. AS IF!
I tried opening his car door. "I'm a gay and I promote gender equality. I don't see everyone as man or woman, I see them as individual sharing the same rights."
"Nyenyenye where are we now? In a politics class?" I said while mimicking sounds. But this damn gay slammed the door. I was taken aback.
"If you're smart enough you can distinguish now a parking lot and a classroom ain't you?"
"What I'm saying is—"
"Shut that wine-hole of yours while I'm being patient." Maawtoridad na sabi nito. I closed my mouth. "My point here Ms. Dumbass is that I can punch you here without anybody knowing, so behave."
"As if you can."
"Try me. I'm no gentleman."
Now he had tamed me.
"So why are you dragging me here in this garbage?"
"For your information, this is the latest model of Ferrari. This ain't garbage."
"Just get to the point will you?"
"Then stop spitting nonsense things." I stopped. "I'm just concerned if, nabuntis kita."
"Imposible. Pero gusto mo ulitin natin?" I said aggressively. Now I'm insane. "I love it how you moan and groan in pleasure."
"Yanna, I know you. We're not close way back highschool pero hindi ganito ang uga—" I kissed him.
I knew him way back highschool. He was my crush back then but after knowing he had a boyfriend I cried for weeks, and Mark comforted me. And that's the start of my petty love for him.
"Shut that oragasm–hole of yours." I said in between our kiss.
Ipinatong ko ang binti ko sa binti niya at bahagyang ikiniskis ito. I knew there is a reason why I put on a skirt earlier.
"Stop." Saway niya.
"Why would I?" Aagot ko. "I need you, INSIDE OF ME." Diin kong sabi using my seductive voice. Well, I'm trying.
"Ugh, stop it." Inilagay niya ako sa tabi niya. "Ihahatid kita sa bahay niyo and let us figure things out. Stop doing this here."
"Then let's do it somewhere else!" I cheerfully suggested.
"Shut up."
"My point Mr. Dumbass is that I can make love with you here without anybody knowing, so behave."
"Did you just copy me?"
"If you're smart enough you can distinguish now a copy and an original, ain't you? And I have my own car. Why would I go out with you. I'm not single."
"Look, biologically, I'm a man. And what happened weeks ago, could result to a human child."
"What's with the speech? I don't like either politics or biology so stop lecturing me. And it's rare to make it at first try you know. Unless you're a sharp shooter."
"Stop that dirty mouth of yours."
I was preparing my rebuttal when his phone rang. Since I still have a gram of decency, I shut up.
"Yes Ma. Okay lang po ako. But Dad said he didn't want to see me. I'll think of it. Yes. Bye."
Then he hang up.
Binuksan ko ang pinto ng kotse niya at lumabas.
"Where are you going?"
"Maghahanap ng boylet, di ka naman ata puwede." Sabi ko.
Nagulat ako ng hinila niya ako papasok.
"No way! Pagkatapos sakin sa ibang lalaki nam—"
"Ayaw mo eh."
"Baliw ka na ba?"
"Yata." Napasinghap nalang siya sabay irap. Nakong baklang 'to. Kung di ka lang guwapo baka pinagkukuha ko na yang mata mo.
"Tara."
"San?"
"Sa langit."
"Huh?"
"Ibuhos mo lahat ng libog mo sakin."
Ewan ko pero nasiyahan ako sa sinabi niya.
"You mean gagawa tayo ng little Tiago at little Yanna?" Tumango naman siya. "Yipeeee!"
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