Chapter #2: Transparency with Intricacy
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Diary Entry Dated: April 14, 2024
Sorry, diary, because I wrote this on April 15, due to the severe effects of those hectic schedules on my very essence of my soul.
I needed every bit of transparency in my life, without crossing the boundaries of what they called CONFIDENTIAL. Everything that I want to share is call that I didn't deceive anything for the sake of advantage. I give everything out of myself, and in the midst of a dirty perception of romance, Minnie catches my turmoiled soul, and this is a way of her saying, "You deserve all of these romances and happiness."
And as I reflected yesterday on the things that I need to do, I was very fixated on my work and career, until the word "leisure" became an obsolete word in my vocabulary. I couldn't speak everything, I wanted to focus on my future, until I noticed that I realized everything for the sake of my job. And it's just my first year at my job.
Okay. I want to be transparent, since Minnie wants to take accountability in everything I do. This is a sign of being loved by this woman with genuine affection without seeming intention. She made me realize that even as an adult, you also need to have the time of your life.
She made me realize that leisure and chilling on everything is also a part of my career.
No more hard work on getting someone's attention.
No more longing to gaze at someone's relationship.
No more anguish stemmed from heartbreak and distress.
No more barriers to break my love with Minnie.
All because my love was already reciprocated, and that's what Minnie wanted to remember.
She didn't want me to let me go away.
She can't bear to be far away from me.
She's so very special that I didn't see anyone else.
She's the only one that I want to share quality and intimate time with.
As a polymath, I have the routine and a moral to learn everything.
And as heartbreak occurs, everything becomes a reminder of my turmoil that I don't want to endure.
Yet, Minnie comes in, and she has got the power to change everything to something magical.
- Writer
