-Are you done going crazy? Please, get off that cloud. I feel nothing for you, don't be so delusional. The last breath I exhaled for you froze years ago. It didn't rise like it always did, you know why? Because in that moment, I knew that my feelings for who I believed was 'the love of my life' had exhausted its last breath, because you yourself took it upon yourself to kill everything. What could you possibly be feeling for me? Did you ever feel anything for me?- I believed that by telling him all that, I would feel freer and relieved for letting it out in his face, for unburdening what I had carried inside for so many years. But it was the opposite, I felt a pressure in my chest that barely let me breathe.
Alexander looked at me with hidden pain in his incredulous and amused gaze. I no
