I couldn't stop thinking about the conversation with Rachel, I didn't know how to feel, I was so engrossed in my thoughts that I didn't realize when we arrived at Alexander's house until the car stopped. I took a quick glance at the house that was once mine, it looked the same as the last time I saw it, when I spoke with Alexis. I didn't know at what point the nerves started bubbling up in my system and I asked myself a thousand times what I was thinking when I told Alexander that I would come to his house, what was I going to do here? I lost my mind during that visit. -Do you want to come in or are you going to stay in the car all day?- Alexander asked, sitting next to me and noticing that I hadn't moved at all. It was difficult for me to look him in the face, this whole situation h

