"it's my brother?" I say but it come out as more of a question though. " one minuet I'll be right back" I tell them making my way to the side of the bar where there now stud " Marcus" I call as soon as I'm in earshot, he turns around and spots me straight away sweeping me into his arms and spinning me round. "Ohh little sister I can't tell you how good it is to see you I've missed you so much" he says planting a kiss on my forehead." not as much as I've missed you and mum" "uhhhum" Ava faked a cough next to us as if reminding us of her presence and in fact as a subtle warning that she was feeling a little left out of my last sentence. " and you of course and my gorgeous neice" after I said this Marcus turned straight to her and gave her a questioning look. I chose to ignore it after all this was my brother we were talking about he's the most confusing guy on this planet. " Anywayyy" I said turning to marcus " come on let's go order a drink I can hear the shots calling also I have some friends I met from uni I want you to meet". He looks at me disappointedly "sorry sis I've got some work to still do wish I could I only came down because I saw Ava stud here thought I'd come see if she was ok" " oh come on really it's your little sisters first night back in town in god knows how long and you can't even get drunk with her what the f**k?" I knew he couldn't get out of working but i wouldn't be me if I didn't find something to annoy him with. "Give me an hour max let me sort somethings out speak to the boss and I'll try get away early, sound good?" the mention of 'the boss' has my stomach swirl Lucien all the air in my lungs felt like it had been pulled out the thought of him making me sick, the thought of any man making me feel sick. After everything how could I trust one again. Asif picking up on my tension marcus' voice pulls me out of my deep thought " Moll? is everything OK?" I put on a smile " yeah fine go do what you have to do im going to catch some air well be here when your done plus i have some new friends i want you to meet " asif sensing the mention of their names zack and dylan walked towards us i introduced them and with that marcus gave me a hug and said he'd be back soon and walked away into the darkness of the club. " I'll be back in a minuet guys I'm just going to get some fresh air" Ava looked at me eye brows raised " Mollie I thought you said you'd quit smoking ages ago do you want me to come with you " " I did but I'm just going outside it's to hot in here I need to catch my breath, I'll only be a minuet" I stepped out and pulled a cigarette from my purse while thumbling through my bag to find my lighter I felt like I was being watched I felt a heat grow in my throat quickly I looked up and looked around too see if I could spot anyone watching thinking maybe Ava had busted me but their was no one I noticed and I didn't notice anyone blatantly watching me shaking off the feeling I had I went back to searching for my light. It wasn't as if I was lying to Ava I wasn't I have stopped smoking but every now and then I treat myself to one everyone has the vice right? and this was mine. " need a light?" I jumped turning to see a guy he was the spiting image of him of Lucian the man I couldn't help but think he looked like him. Like the man I can't seem to stop thinking about the man I thought I was over. Its hard how can you have to get over someone if you never really got the chance to fall in love? Did he think of me like I thought of him? the mans cough brought me out of thought " s**t sorry yes please" he smiled and pulled his light out his pocket passing it to me raising a brow " so what's a beautiful women like you doing out here on your own" I rolled my eyes at his attempt of flattery " I'm just having a minuet my boyfriends waiting for me inside" I said with a fake smile in an attempt to shut down the conversation the last thing I wanted was small talk with I guy I had no intention of knowing with that he'd disappeared and I made my way inside finding my friends zack pulled me into a close hug and whispered in my ear " girl you didn't warn me Ava here is so wild" I giggled that's my bestfriend for you. He dragged me to the table were Dylan and Ava were sat on tall bar chairs as we sat opposite them taking the next two chairs. "right who's ready for some more shots?" all three broke out into a woo as we ordered them I couldn't help but feel it again the feeling that I was being watched again.