from bad to worse.

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Mollie POV The mention of my father instantly put me in a bad mood how did my mother know what he would want. And what she thought he would want and what I thought he would want were two very different things. I slammed down my knife and fork "How do you know what he would want? have you even thought to ask me what I want? it's all good you saying just give everything up and go do something else but how can we afford for me to go to college and university and still afford to make the rent and everything else!" I asked but it was more of a rant. "Mollie me and your father saved before he passed away and since he passed me and your brother have been carrying on them savings for you to go its time you stopped waisting time on that lowlife and lived your life a little" the thought of her mentioning that lowlife to try and even the score had me filled with rage how dare she, she passed me an envelope and when I looked inside it was full of cash "and how did you earn this much?" I asked pointing my finger at my brother " you don't need to worry about that the only thing you need to worry about is college and uni you have the grades" I slammed my hand on the table got up and left through the back door and garden into the alley way that led to the park. how dare they decide in my future and what I was going to do. I walked and walked untill I got to the fountain in the park its where i shared my last moments with my father. FLASHBACKK:: "careful my treasure or you might fall " my dad said to me as I was climbing the monkey bars i had not long learned to do them on my own without his help " Dad I'm ten I'm four day I'm not silly I know" my dad shook his head and let out a little chuckle "come on let go get icecream" we both walked to the ice cream store and both got the same it was our tradition when we were done at the park we would get an mint choc chip ice cream everytime then we'd sit in front of the fountain eating it telling each other what we loved about our week and about each other. as we sat my father put his arm around me " my darling I want to talk to you about something" I turned to look at him " I want you to know that no matter what I'll always be there no matter what your problem is girls boys anything you can talk to me" I went to speak but he stopped me "just let me finish Mollie I want you to remember that they're is nothing in this world that you can not achieve and every time you thinking you can't achieve i want you to remember who you are, your Mollie King and there is nothing in this world that you cannot do! me and your mother may not give you all the nicest or fanciest of thing but I want you to know that doesn't mean we don't love you any less because we do my angel we love you so much more than you will ever know" Flash back over I sat infront of the fountain pulled out a cigarette and sucked in my first breath like it relieved everything it really was a dirty habit but when thing where like this how could I not it was that bit of a relief that I needed. " tut tut does your brother know you smoke" a familiar voice said behind me I knew it was him but I couldn't be arsed with his games right now. "f**k off Lucian" he did the opposite instead he sat down next to me and pulled out his own cigarette " got a light?" he asked. I passed him one without a word to deep in thought on what I was going to do I know I was wrong for snapping like that after they had done all they had for me but I didn't want them to do it I wanted to be able to do it on my own I didn't want them to have had to of burdened them self's with saving that money for me when it could of been spent on more important things. " penny for your thoughts?" he asked " just life" I replied " how do you mean" he asked " Nothing it doesn't matter I don't expect you'd get it" I said as I stud to start walking back home "Mollie stop it stop walking away talk to me tell me what's wrong" "I've just had enough ok I've had enough of always feeling like I'm putting everyone first but it still not being good enough I've had enough of never being good enough for James for my family for everything!" I shouted then I was filled with the tears that I'd not been able to let out over the years all the shitty as things I went through loosing my dad it all just hurt so much " Hey stop come here" he said as he held me he held me for about twenty minuets and I just cried and cried I'd never even dome this with ava. he kissed me on the top of my head " feel better now" he asked like he was actually concerned for me " yeah thanks sorry about that I don't know what came over me" I said brushing away the tears from my eyes "come on we need to get back" I said "just wait Mollie there's something wrong why can't you tell me? why can't you talk to me?" and again I got this rage I didn't owe him an explanation " BECAUSE I DONT f*****g KNOW YOU why would I spill my life troubles out to some I don't know" I was so mad at him everything about him was irritating me. "you turned up at my birthday I didn't ask you to, you jump in and think your saving the day last night I didn't want you to I can look after myself I always have I always will because theyres no one else out there who will do it as good as me!" " so that's what this is about? Moll no one is saying you can't look after yourself they're just saying you don't have to be im here for you wether you want me to be or not I'm going to be here" " why? why Lucian what's so good about me that you need to be here?" "you really don't see it do you Mollie." I raised my eyebrow at him wondering what he was on about. "Mollie your the most beautiful women I have ever seen I don't no why but theyres something about you that fascinates me I want to know everything everything about you and I want you to do whatever going to make you f*****g happy" I don't know what came over me I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him as soo as I realised what I did I started to pull back but he gripped the back of my head and pulled me back in and started the kiss again our tounges danced and we both held on asif the kiss was a lifeline and neither one of us could let go. i pressed my head to his and kept my eyes close to regain myself "I'm sorry I should of done that" I said feeling guilty that I had just forced myself on his " dint be I'm glad that you did" he said smilling and I'd never seen him smile like that in the short time I new him. I held onto his hand and started walking back up to my house. as we got down the alley way and a couple of houses up I let go of his hand and stopped to face him " so this date on tuesday" I said " what about it" he replied " I have some conditions" "go on then" he said " 1 no matter what happens it can't affect Marcus and work he needs this job for more reasons than one, and two Marcus cannot find out about this not yet we need to see how things go first and finally nothing to extravagant, Deal?" I looked at his eyes to try see what he was thinking " number 1 it doesn't matter I wouldn't let that happen anyway number 2 I understand I wouldn't want him to find out yet either and number 3 leave it to me I'll tell you a dress code" I looked back at him and raised an eye brows in question " a dress code? sounds to extravagant already" I missed the joke but he laughed at my response. we walked back into the house to see my mum and ava washing up while Mila was playing " Auntie mollie" she ran to me and I picked her up " Hi my baby sorry auntie mollie just needed a minuet" I hugged her so close one hug from my Niece could solve anything. I walked over to my mum knowing I owed her a nig apology "mumma" "I'm so sorry you didn't deserve that I don't no what happened" my mother pulled me into a hug " oh my dear you don't need to apologies I understand I might of been abit patronising" " No mum you weren't I just got to ahead of myself" " I'm going to get going now Mollie" Lucian said"Mrs King thank you for having me I had a wonderful time" " oh no need to thank me dear your welcome anytime thank you for keeping that boy of mine in check and keeping him on the straight and narrow" both Lucian and Marcus left and I walked Ava and Mila home and thank them for being there tonight also apologising to ava for the past few days knowing how hectic the had been. The Next day passed really fast and it was Monday night already and I was trying to get some sleep but I could my mind was to full of excitement for our date tommorow. I was tossing and turning when the sound of my phone caught my attention " meet at my club at one don't wear anything to 'extravagant' M x" I smiled immediately that he remembered my choice of words. but how did he get my number? " extravagant? would I ever? how did you get my number? x ' " where their is means theirs a way, get some sleep see you at 1 ? x " I couldn't stand emoji usually I couldn't stand texting but there was something about text him that hit me differently. Tuesday soon came around and I was pacing in my room to waiting for the car Lucian was sending to pick me up. A horn sounded outside signalling that the car was here I left the house and went outside Roland was stood waiting for me "good afternoon ma'am" he said opening the back door of the car for me " good afternoon Roland and please call me mollie" he nodded and closed the door after me. On the drive to the club butterflies filled my belly what did he have planned, I was so consumed my my thought that I didn't even realise we had pulled into the club parking garage, "just take the elevator up to the ground floor he should be waiting for you" Roland said so that I did. As I exited the elevator I looked around but Lucian was know where to be seen. A young man that noticed me " can I help doll?" "ermm yeah I'm looking for lucian" I said but then I realised it came out as more of a question " he's up in his office through them doors up the stairs and you should see it" he pointed behind me to a set of double doors next to the elevator. " thanks" I said walking off as I walked up the stairs I got a horrible feeling in my gut. something wasn't right I got to the top of the stairs the left lead to where the vio sections are a big balcony circling half the club you could understand the logic it was so the vip people felt like they were looking down on the people who weren't. I looked to the right to be faced with another set of double doors this must be it. Come on mollie you can do it just open the door. I opened the door and What the f**k! Lucian was sat at his desk with a women sat in top of him her shirt off and them kissing I froze still for a moment not sure what to do, Lucian stopped the kiss and looked up to see it was me "s**t" I heard him shout as I'd turned around and started to run, I wasn't sure where I was running I wasn't sure that I cared as long as it was as far away from him as possible. as I reached the main floor of the club I had to think if I went down stairs Roland would try and stop me I looked around till my eyes found a sign that said exit I ran straight to it as I heard him shouting "Mollie wait please let me explain" I didn't wait I didn't want to hear his explanation instead I opened the doors ran out and kept running and running untill I was far away from him as possible.
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