The new mollie
1066 Words
I felt like my heart had been broken I felt like I had lost something but how can you loose what you never had. I spent hours walking around contemplating what I was going to do and what I should do with my life. How could I let myself fall for someone again. I walked into the house went to my mum and said "mum in going to college and university I'm going to start my life again" she smiled at me and I instantly knew I was making the right choice.
6 Years later
in the cab on the way home from the train station i couldnt stop thinking about how life would play out now. Id stayed single the full 6 years i was studying with only my vibrator to keep me company although every time i used it i imagined it was Lucian doing it i imagined i know its wrong after he did that to me but I couldn't help it. Part of me still wanted him even if it was a one time thing I still wanted it with him I wanted to know how he felt inside me how it felt to scream his name as he made me o****m. He tried to contact me for two weeks after I caught him with that girl but I didn't answer I couldn't bring myself to hear whatever excuse he had. A text disturbed me from the thoughts "Celebrations tonight me you and zack?" it was Dylan one of my new friends. "Thanks but not tonight I'm to tired" it wasn't even 5 seconds later when I was getting a response "Come on Mollie it's not everyday you graduate come celebrate with us pleaseeee" I didn't answer there was no point arguing I didn't have the strength. as The cab pulled up outside of my childhood home i felt a sense of relief id been away so long all i wanted to do was hug my mumma and taste one of her home cooked meals. "Mollie!!" my mum shouted running up to me as i was stepping out of the cab "oh my darling i missed you so much how are you have you been looking after yourself you look like youve lost weight" "hi mum nice to see you too" i chuckled i paid the driver and we went inside she must of known i missed her cooking because my favouritewas already waiting for me Paella " oh mumma you must of know i missed it thank you so much for preparing that for me" we sat down and ate our meal talking about the things that happened while i was away how the shop was doing and apparently Marcus got a promotion to assistant manager his boss must of just felt like a prick for the way he treat his sister. " where is marcus by the way?" i asked my mum " Hes at work he had to go early tonight theyve just opened a new club" we finished our conversation and i helped with the washing up "Mumma im going to go take a shower and get an early night im so tired all that travelling really has worn me out" she gave me a kiss and a hug and said "okay my dear im so glad your back I missed you so much" i took a shower and and got into bed it was so good to be home and suuronded by my comforts it didnt take long till sleep took over. Around 2 hours later i was awoken by my phone ringing i saw it was dylan and answered straight away he said "Mollie come on you have to come out" , "Dyl I just don't know if I can tonight I dont think I fancy it" "Oh Mollie come on where celebrating we all finally finished our degree we deserve it, come on were trying that new club out LBs come on it will be good don't make me beg" anyone who had hear dylans version of begging knew it wasnt worth the hassle "Fine ill come but I aren't staying out ages and I aren't getting drunk pick me up on the way " out of all the friend I made away at uni only 2 of them lived in London and that was Dylan and zack "yess i knew you would by the way wear the red dress, im going before you change your mind ill see you in an hour byeee" and just like that he hung up. I couldnt be on my own with them all night so I decided to rope Ava along as it was Milas night with her gran and we hadnt been out together in so long i saw her a mila when i could but it was difficult. The boys picked me up and then we went for Ava I was wearing the hot red silk dress that showed off my figure. we arrived at the club and were about to get in line when Ava said "No need to que we can go straight in" i looked at her with a questioning eye and she just shrugged i wasnt going to question her though i was cold and just wanted to get inside. I ordered my usual a double jack and coke and went to dance with my friends, "babe that dress is perfect I told you to go with reddddd" Dylan said and I rolled my eyes at the fact he was right " I no good choice" "I didn't go into fashion for nothing babes" he said as zack came over and wrapped his arm around my shoulder " what are you badgering on at her about now by the way who's the cute guy over there cozying up with your friend" he asked nodding his head towards the bar. it took me a minuet to spot her surely they werent talking about ava id never seen her cosy up with anyone , when I did spot her I had to look twice to check it was her. who is it that she's with the lighting was rubbish from the dance floor so it was hard to see then the man stood properly and I saw who it was, surely it wasn't him. Then I saw him properly and realised it was Marcus???!!!
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