✔ Cry Little Sister

Chapter Three

I turned my head away from them, I can't take this anymore. Looking across the room I noticed Lewis, Sat on the chair by the door, Looking at me. He was biting his nails as if he was nervous, Or angry, Or scared. I don't understand him sometimes. He saw me looking at him And looking straight into my eyes, He shook his head. What does that mean? Suddenly he closed his eyes and turned away just as a fist crashed into my face.

'It's rude not to pay attention, You b***h' Beckett snapped at me. I looked up at him with hate clear on my face.

'You know, I told her the same thing yesterday' Adam joked. The pain I was feeling right now was too much. My throat hurt so much from screaming, I spent the past hour doing that, And no one helped me, Not that any of them would.

'Are you guys going to hurry up, You know, I want my turn before short s**t gets home!' Zack yelled angrily. Beckett turned to face him.

'Zee man, You can't rush a guy f*****g, Like you can't rush an artist with his masterpiece'.' They let out a little laugh. 'Besides, You covered, Johnny still thinks you are dating her'.

This unfortunately, Was true, As much as I hate it, I don't have any say in the matter. Johnny knows we broke up, Then after things with Damon went south, He thought we got back together, Only, Zack never put him straight, I was too afraid to.

'Um...Guys, Don't you think we have played enough, Johnny could be home any minute?' Lewis asked.

Everyone looked up at him. He was leaning against the door now. Then, Suddenly, A car door shut outside. Zack ran to the window and looked out.

's**t, Johnny's home!' He yelled. Beckett quickly pulled out of me and started doing his jeans up, Adam did the same and threw me back down on the bed. I felt dirty, Just laying there on top of my bed, Completely naked and exposed to all of them. Like a w***e.

I am a w***e.

I can't believe I have actually allowed them to do this to me. It's all my fault, If I stopped them or fought them off the first time, Then they wouldn't have carried on, And it wouldn't have gone on this long. It's all my fault.

'GUYS, IM HOME!' We heard Johnny yell, The guys quickly ran out the room, Leaving me there, I watched them go. None of them even looked at me, They just started talking about a party they were going to tonight and laughing. I slowly started to get up, The pain started to kick in. I stood up and started picking my clothes up off the floor, Or what was left of them.

'Are you okay?' I jumped and looked up, Seeing Lewis still in the room. I tried to hide myself with my clothes Like it mattered anyway. I looked down again and carried on. I knew I could get away with not talking to Lewis Because unlike the others, He doesn't hit me when I didn't talk to him.

'Look, I'm...Im really....' He kept talking then stopping before he said what he wanted to say. 'I better get downstairs' With that he quickly left the room, Closing the door behind him.

I fell to my knee's crying, Holding on to the bed for support. Im broken, When I arrived in the US, I thought my life was about to get better. I found out I was adopted and was coming home to live with my brother, That was the day my parents, Well, Adopted parents, Died in a car crash. It hit me hard, But I had Johnny and the guys to help me through it, Then one day...This all started and...Has never stopped.

'Megan!!!' I heard Johnny shout as he came running up the stairs. 'Meg?' He knocked on my door. I couldn't answer him, It's like I had opened a gate and couldn't close it, Meaning, I was crying like a baby, And couldn't stop. I managed to pull my quilt over me just as he opened my door. 'Oh my god!. Are you okay?' He came running into the room, Pushing the door closed slightly behind him.

'Yes...Please leave me alone Johnny' I begged. He wrapped an arm around me and pulled me to him, Luckily I had the cover over me.

'What happened?' He asked. I looked up at him But caught site of Beckett and Adam in the doorway, With an evil smug smile on their face.

'N-nothing.. Um...I wanted to ask you s-something?' My eyes flashed quickly to the men in the doorway, Johnny noticed and turned around.

'Oh, Guys can you give me a minute' They nodded and walked away, Something told me, They were just around the corner to make sure I didn't Say something that would give them and their evil, Dirty, Dark secret away. 'What is it?'

'Well, Um...I was wondering, If maybe...I could go back to England, To see Mum and dad...I mean, Lizzy and Tom's graves. I haven't been there in a while' I asked. Johnny smiled.

'You know I don't mind you calling them mum and dad' He smiled when I nodded. 'But, I don't like the idea of you going to England alone'

'Johnny, Im not a baby!' I snapped at him. I hated it when he treated me like one.

'I didn't say that I just don't want anything happing to you, Here you're safe, There I can't protect you' I huffed.

'Yeah, That's what you think' I said, Then realised, I said it out loud 'Please, Johnny?' I pulled the pout face. He smiled.

'I'll think about it, Okay?' I nodded and leaned up and kissed his cheek. 'Ok, I'll leave you to..Get up' He stood up and walked out.

'Johnny!' I called, He stopped and turned around. '.....Nothing, Can you shut my door please?' he nodded and did so. I chickened out. Im stupid, I can never tell him. I stood up and put my top and underwear back on, There was no point getting fully dressed, Because I was going to have a shower now, As I was putting them on, I noticed the red lines of liquid rolling down my legs. I picked up my sheets and noticed the blood on them. Ripping them off my bed, I threw them on the floor and made my way to the bathroom.

I got undressed and hopped in the shower. The water felt nice on my skin. I looked down and noticed the pink coloured water pooling at my feet. I can't take this anymore. Maybe, If I can convince Johnny to let me go back to England alone, I can stay there. I dont want to Leave him, But I can't handle this. I looked back up at the wall, Remembering something that the guys had said. They're going to a party tonight. Yes, At least I can go one night without it. After washing my body VERY thoroughly, I got out, Wrapped a towel around me and walked out, Back into my bedroom.

'Hey' I looked up and saw Lewis sat on my bed. I froze on the spot, And he noticed. 'Are you okay?'

I didn't answer him. 'Relax, Im not here to hurt you'.

To tell you the truth, I did trust Lewis, Well, His words anyway. So, I did relax a little. I walked over to my draws and got a set of new clothes.

'Johnny said you still asked to go to England' I turned around to look at him. He was leaning back on my bed, Looking at me. I nodded. 'He feels bad because you want to go and see your parents and he WONT take you. He's asked one of us to do it.'

'W-what?' I didn't hide the sadness, Anger or fear from my voice, And by looking at Lewis' face, He didn't miss it either. If one of the guys take me, It will be a living nightmare. In a different country, It's bad enough in this house. It will be a 24-hour rape party. GREAT!.

'Dont worry, Im taking you. And...I wont do anything, I promise' He sounded like he meant it. I nodded. He stood up. 'Well, We leave tonight, So, Pack some stuff and be ready' I nodded again. He walked to the door, As he reached for the handle, He paused. 'And...Dont tell the guys...Were going when they leave for the party, You know what they're like' That, I did know. He turned and smiled sweetly before walking out the room, And closing the door behind himself.