✔ Cry Little Sister

Chapter Seventeen

Megan's P.O.V

I woke up the next morning, Confused for a second about where the hell I was. And then I remembered, I was in Adams room. I closed my eyes again, only to shoot him open and look at what was in front of me.

I was snuggled up to Adam and he was holding me.

I instantly felt a bit uncomfortable and uncertain. Moving away as carefully as I could, I didn't want to wake him up

I managed to get out of his hold, he sturred a little bit, but luckily, didn't wake up.

Sliding out of the end of the bed, I crept over to the bathroom to get dressed in my old clothes before heading out of the room.

Luckily, Neither of the other guys were around and I left the hotel room without being seen.

The main reason I came here was to visit my parents and I hadn't even done that yet!

..Well, i was going to go and see them now. I had so much to discuss with them...

It only took me about forty-five minutes to walk to the cemetery from the hotel. I could have taken a taxi or the bus, but the early morning air was welcome so I figured the walk would be better.

I walked in through the gate and closed it behind me. Noone was here yet, but it had only just turned 9.30am. I'm sure it will get busier later.

My parents were buried in the slightly older part of the graveyard. At the back, behind the trees.

These kinds of places always freaked me out a little bit, but, i was here to see my mum and dad, So, I pushed those worries and fears away and just focused on the more important things.

Walking down the path, I could see them. i wanted to run over, but I respected the fact of where I was, and just quickened my pace.

I sat down at the bottom of their graves and sighed sadly. They were buried next to each other so they would be together forever. It was romantic in a way.

I didn't speak at first, I didn't know what to say, so I just spoke from the heart.

'I miss you both, So, So much. If you were still here then...' I shook my head. It was bittersweet. If they were still here then I wouldn't have met my big brother, but I also wouldn't have met the guys.

I just sat with them. A good few hours passed before I could even speak again.

The quietness of the graves, with only a bird call or two as any sound. It was so peaceful and relaxing.

In the distance, I could hear chatter, signalling other people had arrived to visit their own friends and relatives and I suddenly didn't feel as freaked out about being here.

Death had always scared me. Being ripped away from the people you love not knowing when... or even IF you'd ever see them again.

I could feel the fear building up in my stomach as I thought about it and instantly pushed the thoughts away.

'I just wish you were both here still. You'd have known what to do. I know you dont wanna hear this daddy, but I like someone and I need your advice mum. I don't know what to do... I don't know if I should trust him, He's really hurt me in the past and.. I just don't know if I have it in myself to give him a chance'.

'Give me a chance!' I turned quickily and saw Adam...