Chapter-34. Ryan's POV: It is so disturbing when thoughts about her do not leave my mind, no matter how much I want them to be away from my brain. It is unbelievable and frustrating at the same time, what our minds can do. Like now, it affected me. I had better known that thinking about her would only arise different complications within myself, yet I reach at the same point, which is truly known by my balanced system and it is the worst thing to do for my emotional well-being. Somehow, the most I try to push her away, the more persistent these thoughts become and I feel like I have known her since ages. The sensations I get by being close to her is turning more powerful and irresistible. I try to resist but apparently, it is not enough. My inner self allows me to freely feel it. Those

