Chapter-37.
Ryan's POV:
Have you ever thought that you are just not good enough for someone you deeply love? That is what I have been thinking. It is like I am struggling with nobody but with myself, regarding my self-worth. I am having certain emotional baggage that would absolutely affect my love for her as well as me. In the process of not making it more difficult, I am turning hard on the both of us. And I know I cannot help anything about it. I do not understand how she even manages to love me.
Rhea is someone powerful who has a fierce heart. It is too big. I just cannot take it, grab it and have it. I cannot expect her to stay till the end of the time. Eventually she would leave. I cannot expect her to stay, when I cannot give her the attention, care and all the love she deserves.
