My brain has stalled. Somewhere between the closed door of the guest bedroom and the bottom of the stairs, every useful thought inside my skull has ground to a halt. Joshua. When did someone saying my name start holding that much power? Then again, Lyra is not just anyone. I drag both hands over my face and stand there for a few seconds, caught between two versions of myself. The one who managed to step back, and the one who very nearly did not. I had done it again. My eyes had taken a detour. But then her chin had lifted towards me, and that had nearly broken my restraint entirely. That one simple action showed that what I had hoped was happening between us was no longer just theoretical; it felt like an invitation. Joshua, stop languishing by the staircase and come here, Mum s

