Kaleb`s P.O.V (PART TWO)
I just can not believe that my dad is dying. I always thought that I would have been beyond happy. Hell, I always had thought that I would have been ecstatic the day I heard my father was going to die, and now all I want to do is punch something and feel it break against my knuckles. I do not think that I actually ever wanted him to die more of just a thought that would occasionally run through my head. Although I hope that he really is planning on changing. I have to keep Jozie and our babies safe no matter what the cost even if that means doing something that I may come to hate and resent myself for later on in the future.
I just am so confused about all of this ughh. Maybe going for a run will help, I will say goodbye to Jozie and then go run to try and get my
