You see the s**t they call Alcohol??
Fuck it!!!!
I just woke up on Amber's bed today and I wondered what exactly I was doing there, and then every damn memory of last night flashed into my head and I fucken screamed.
Like holy f**k I told Amber that I use to have s*x dreams of him, I fucken told him that, and I regret it...!!!!
I regret every damn thing that happened last night, what the f**k was I even saying?
Shit s**t s**t f**k f**k f**k s**t fucken s**t, fuckkkkkkkkkkk.
Oh My God all my standards and morals in the trashhhhhh.
How am I even supposed to even look him in the face 😭😭
Fuck you vodka!
I immediately jump out of bed just incase he comes in again, I am not ready to see him, I'll be so fucken embarrassed.
I'm so lucky I didn't even talk about my conversation with Tiff
