Lexy I got back from work that day and met two trollies filled with clothes. And I'm not talking about normal clothes here, I'm talking about the latest gucci, Louis Vuitton and Dior clothes. What because I said I didn't have clothes? oh lord this man. And I hadn't even finished wearing the other one's he brought. Amber was actually serious about attending his cousins wedding. Wow... and I'm very sure that his cousin did not show up to ours...probably thought it was unserious , which wasn't completely a lie. I sank into my bed and cuddled my pillow. I'm really scared lately of talking to anyone... sometimes I just want to be alone and then sometimes I wish Amber was here. I wish I could tell him everything, pour it all out on him. But I can't... I'm just so scared. There was a k

