Amber
Lexy Fucken Mattews
I don't know what exactly this girl is doing to me, but I don't like it...I don't like it at all.
I am unconsciously creating a small part of my black heart for this woman to slip inside.
I woke up this morning and found myself holding this girl like my life depended on it to survive.
I saw myself in the most vulnerable position in the world, and she was holding me back!
Like I couldn't move at a point, I felt like I was breaking inside.
I started having this nostalgic feeling and it was driving me nuts.
It reminded me of my mother, it reminded me how close she use to hold it me... and f**k it was breaking me
I pulled away sharply and she stirred.
I immediately regretted it.
I was lucky she didn't wake up.
Fuck this woman is beautiful... like sometime
