CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE: BUTTERFLIES.
RHEA'S POV
I don't even know why I am crying! I need to stop, I really need to stop. I try to bully myself into stopping, I say all the piercingly hurtful things I always say, all the words that people used to say to me. They usually get me to stop crying but for some reason it did not work this time.
I cursed under my breath. Shut up you whiny little b***h! I yelled at myself in my mind.
Stop crying, you freak! I tried again, still nothing, still the tears cascaded down from my eyes like a overflowing stream.
My fingers nails dug into Cassian's back as my tears formed a puddle on the sleeve of his shirt.
“I'm sorry. I'm really really sorry.” I cried.
“I don't even know why I'm crying.” I continued crying. He said nothing, he just continued to hold
