A Seat at the Table

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Daniel POV The second the words left my mouth, I regretted them. Not because I didn't mean them. Because now I actually had to sit down at that table. With Laura. With her children. Like some normal family. I had no idea what to expect. I didn't know what we were supposed to talk about. They were complete strangers somehow living under my roof, and apparently, I was supposed to get to know them. One second passed. Then another. Silence. The longer it lasted, the more uncomfortable I became. I had no idea what Laura's reaction would be—anger, relief, satisfaction? Maybe even happiness. After all, she'd gotten exactly what she wanted. I was staying. At least for one evening. Then finally— "Dinner will be ready in five minutes." Her voice was calm. Controlled. Almost emotionless. I watched as Laura simply turned back toward the stove and continued cooking. As if nothing had happened. As if I was nothing special. "Okay." That was all I said before heading upstairs. I needed a shower. A cold one. A very cold one. Because my head was a mess. I needed to wash away the tension before sitting down for whatever came next. When I came back downstairs, the dining table was already set. The children were seated, talking quietly to each other while Laura carried the last dishes from the kitchen. Everything looked so ordinary. So normal. And somehow... So warm. The moment I walked in, the conversation stopped. Both children stared at me. The girl's eyes widened in disbelief. The boy looked equally shocked. For a second, they honestly looked as though they'd seen a ghost. I almost laughed. Considering I'd spent the entire week avoiding them, maybe that wasn't far from the truth. Most days they probably only knew I existed because they heard my car arrive. And leave again. Yet here I was. Dressed in simple gray sweatpants and a white T-shirt. Fresh from the shower. Actually staying. My hair was still damp. I ran a nervous hand through it. Normally, when I felt uncomfortable, I'd shove my hands into my pockets. A habit I'd had for years. Laura didn't know that. Neither did the kids. But I knew. And right now, I was definitely uncomfortable - Stay calm. It's just dinner. You can survive one dinner. I pulled out a chair and sat across from the children, leaving the head of the table for Laura. Technically, that seat belonged to me. But when was the last time I'd actually used it? I could probably count those occasions on one hand. Then came the moment I absolutely did not expect. "Wow. He's actually staying." The girl said it so casually that I nearly choked on absolutely nothing. "Ellie." Laura shot her daughter a warning look. "What?" Ellie asked innocently. "He never stays." I suddenly wanted the floor to open beneath me. I wasn't sure whether I felt embarrassed or publicly humiliated. Maybe both. Then the boy spoke. "Mom owes me ten dollars." My eyes widened. Excuse me? They had a bet? About whether I would stay for dinner? What kind of circus was this? Honestly, it was so ridiculous that it was almost funny. "What?" Laura asked, clearly caught off guard. "I bet he'd leave again." Markus shrugged. Before coming downstairs, I'd mentally reviewed the contract I'd signed. Their names had been in there somewhere. And now I finally remembered - Markus and Ellie. At least I now knew who I was sitting across from. Still, I felt strangely like I was sitting in a courtroom. Two children across from me. Judging me. Deciding whether I deserved a second chance or not. Dinner turned out far more peaceful than I expected. We ate. We talked. Mostly, I listened. And God... The food was incredible. I honestly couldn't remember the last time I'd eaten something that tasted this good. Everything was balanced perfectly. Nothing was overpowering. Nothing was missing. For years I'd eaten in expensive restaurants. Five-star chefs. Private clubs. Luxury hotels. Yet somehow there was always something wrong. Too much salt. Not enough seasoning. Trying too hard. But this? This tasted like someone had cooked because they wanted people to enjoy eating it. And somehow that made all the difference. As the conversation continued, I learned a few things - Ellie loved drawing. She attended an art program after school. Apparently she was currently annoyed because her instructor hadn't taught them anything new in weeks. The classes had become boring. Markus played football. That caught my attention immediately. "Wait... you play football?" The question slipped out before I could stop it. Instantly the table fell silent. Everyone looked at me. Even Laura. "Uh... yeah." Markus shifted slightly. "For about two years now." He scratched the back of his neck. "It's nothing professional. Just a sports club." Then he shrugged. "We play other teams sometimes." A pause. "Not very often, though." Something in his voice caught my attention. Disappointment. Frustration. Like he wished it was more than it currently was. Interesting. At some point during dinner, I found myself watching Laura. Not intentionally. It just happened. She barely ate. Instead, she kept making sure everyone else had enough. Passing dishes. Refilling glasses. Reminding Ellie to drink her juice. Asking Markus about school. Checking whether everyone wanted more food. Only when everyone else was settled did she finally take a few bites herself. I frowned slightly. Nobody had ever done that in my house growing up. There had been chefs. Housekeepers. Employees. Everything money could buy. But not that. Not someone who instinctively put everyone else first. The realization unsettled me more than I cared to admit. Eventually dinner ended. The children stood and started heading upstairs. Then, just before disappearing, Ellie suddenly turned around. "Thank you for staying, Daniel." I froze. She smiled. "I really mean it." And then she was gone. Just like that. Running up the stairs before I could even respond. I sat there for several seconds. Staring after her. Unsure what to say. Or what to do with the strange feeling her words left behind. Eventually I stood. Part of me wanted to leave. Another part lingered. As though I should say something to Laura. I just wasn't sure what. She'd spent the entire evening acting as though nothing unusual had happened. As though this dinner wasn't some monumental event. As though I hadn't spent a week avoiding her. Maybe she'd expected me to say something. Maybe she'd been waiting. If she was, she was going to be disappointed. I wasn't good at this. Never had been. So I turned and headed toward the stairs. The day had exhausted me. My father's visit. The argument. This entire situation. For the first time in a long time, I genuinely felt tired. Maybe if I slept long enough, I'd wake up and discover all of this had been some elaborate nightmare. Or a cruel joke. I had almost reached the stairs when I heard her voice behind me. "Good night." I stopped. Just for a second. Then answered automatically. "Good night." And strangely enough... It felt like the most normal conversation we'd had in weeks.
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