Her True Self

Chapter5

Winter

I felt my body on a soft cloud. But I don’t see anything yet. Am I dead? I wonder if I am alone. If I am dead it just means my life is over with all the things that I wanted to throw away. I started to hear a woman's voice. “Winter sweetie, it’s me Luna Nelli. I’m here for you, and I’m not letting you go. Your safe, my child. Just sleep and when you’re ready to be woken I be here with you. I try to open my mouth but nothing happens yet. I thought to myself, “why not try to move my hands. I slowly felt my hands moving. I was excited I wanted her to know that I hear her and understand her. Luna Nelli is amazing women. She does a lot for this pack. No one can ever say anything wrong about her. She cares for others and her family too. I love Luna Nelli and wanted to be like her when I grow up. I feel her touching my fingers. I started to move a little more than soon I could open my mouth and eyes. When I saw I was in bed. “OH, thank MOOD GODDESS! Winter I understand everything you went throw, but you don’t need to live at that house.” She looks at me while holding both of my hands. I look at her confused. She softly smiles and looks away a bit. “Umm let’s just say someone end Andrew life and will your 18 and soon you be getting your wolf. “I slowly nodded, and wonder stand a bit. But I do wonder how long I have been out. I started to panic a bit. “I-I T-Time I-I-Is is it?” I say feeling my mouth and voice not wanting to work right. She smiled more and took one of her hands as she beings to stroke my cheek. “Will it’s been 2 days so 2 days ago you turn 18 sweeties. Happy birthday Winter.” I smile but still feel like a dream for me. I slowly got to sit up and look at myself. I smell something that made my mouth water. I wonder what that smell is. I started to open my mouth to form some words and slowly feel my mouth and words came out Cleary. “What is that? It’s making me so hungry. “I say as I felt my stomach growling for food. Luna Nelli giggles and hands me a plate full of good. “Will I didn’t know what you want to eat so I made everything. Homemade berry mix pancakes, bacon, eggs, sausage links, and your favorite chocolate muffin with fruit cup on the side. " She said as I stared down at the food and being to eat. She just giggles and being to brush my hair.” So Alpha Adam and I was thinking if you want to, you can move in with us if that is what you want to do?” I stop eating and look up at her, I have waited for the day when she will say it. I took a glass of Apple juice to wash down the food and clear my throat . “ I would honestly love that. I hope Kayla is okay with it. “ I said softly. Kayla and I don’t really like each other much. She think of me as an annoying person in her life. Luna look at me and smiles. “ She is but I do know you guys don’t get along much. Hopefully some day you two do. “ Luna Nelli start to giggle a bit to make the not weird. But it is already weird. “ So I take it this will be my room then ?” She then nodded and speak some more. “ Tomorrow morning you be heading to school and also I forgot to tell you, Winter sweetie whatever you want to choose I’m here by you side thick and all .” She pause a bit and hold my hands more after I was done eating what I could eat. Which I was shocked I ate all of it. I look up at her and wonder what she got to tell me. “ Winter honey your pregnant your now maybe close to 2 weeks. If you want to you keep it or I could adopt the baby if you like to?” I was shocked and didn’t know what to say. Wait I’m pregnant and now Ima be a mother just when I turn 18 !!! I didn’t reply for a long time trying to prosses what she told me. I know he didn’t use anything and such and wouldn’t get me anything for it. I started to cry, just when I though what if my mate don’t want me. What if he will think I didn’t waited for him. I started to cry more and more. I felt Luna body against mine her arm wrap in like a motherly way. When I child need their mother when they heard something bad. “ shhh shhh sweetie everything will be fine I’m here for you.” I started to calm down a little as I started to hip cup a little. Once I was calm down I look at Luna Nelli and ask her. “ I will keep the child. I know it’s not the child fault what their father done to me. But please don’t let anyone know who the father is for me. “ I look up at Luna Nelli and smiles softly.” I promise my child, your such a loving person even when things wasn’t well for you to always done things. I do wish you told me sooner sweetie, I would get you out of there in a heartbeat.” I felt a bit guilty and look down a little. “ I just didn’t want to be a barren to anyone why I never told anyone and hide it. I’m sorry of keeping it from you Luna.” The next day I got up and get dress for school, I know I can take a brake a while from school, but I honestly love school. It was only thing I got going on for my life. When I got to my first glass which was English. I look around and seen there someone new here. I started to walk close to the table of this very well handsome man. The more I walk the more I started to pick up a scent that was making me go crazy for, it smells like starburst with hint of fresh cut wood. I love that kind of smell remind me of good times. But now I love it even more. I heard his wolf saying Mate is here, Before I can say anything I heard a voice. “ MATE! MATE!” I just realized it came out of my own mouth. Wait just wait was that me ? “ Hello Winter, sorry I burst in so quick with out telling you who I am, but im Nyx your wolf.” Wait this is so much for me. I started to feel my head spinning as I then felt strong hands holding me. “ Mate what’s wrong ?” I just hear him calling me his mate. OMG his voice so deep, I then felt okay and then nodded. Yes I’m okay now sorry, about that. My wolf came out of no blue and called you mate.” I look him and see him smiling at me. I felt lost in those red eyes. They was like a deep red ocean like. Wait is my mate a vampire! “ I see that, I’m Blaze Jackson the soon to be Alpha of the RedMon pack and soon to be the warrior of the Royal pack kingdom. But I think you already knew that.” I see him chuckle and the mood goddess it was amazing, I then realized he was waiting for me and I started to move a bit from him. I see he then look down like I hurt him. “ I’m sorry I just though it be better if I was standing and not will you know. Pulse I never heard of you I barely got to know much of things. I’m so sorry. “I then bow and something blushes more then started to look up and forgot to tell him who I was. Gosh what is wrong with me! “ I’m Winter Flower just normal pack of the Mystic pack. I’m glade your not a vampire. “ I giggles, wait did I say that out loud. I then see him looking at me. “ Will I hope I’m not either, So Winter do you want claim me or not I do want to get it done and with, I’m not good at being waiting to much. “ I see him saying, I felt nervous and then look everywhere, I mean why cant he just wait after class? I started to look down a bit feel like I never win. “ can I text you something before I say it?”

I hear him sigh softly, I look up and see him looking at me more like “what is there to say I want to know about you every day slowly. “ Type of look I see him nodding, I took out my phone and go to notes as I type mostly about some things of what happened to me and the issues I am dealing with now. I hope he’s wolf don’t get mad. “ I hand him over my phone and let him read what I told him in the note. Until the end I put in the note “ if your okay with me keeping the baby then yes I will aspect you and will you accept my baby and me ?” I waited as I felt the time ticking by for so long. I felt like my air was running out as I kept looking at him. Wondering what he going to do or say. “ Will my mother raised me to be a good man, I Blaze Jackson of the Red Moon Pack Soon to be Alpha and Warrior of the Royal Pack Accept you Winter Flower.”