Amara Nathan is outside waiting for me to talk about what I mentioned earlier. It's been half an hour already since I came in to freshen up, but I am unable to gather the courage to talk to him to confess my feelings to him. It's been so long that I was waiting to tell. I had decided to do it today on my birthday and here I am sweating like hell. I had prepared for so long, yet I am unable to move place and go out to see him and talk to him for once and all. I was trying to convince myself and prepare myself, "Come on Amara, you have to do it, no matter what. You can't just be afraid forever. It has to happen sometime. You have to tell him someday. What will happen no one knows and you can't be afraid of something you can't control. Just let it be. If he doesn't feel the same way then a

