Liam
It's been two days since I've met Amara for dinner. Two f*****g days and I can't control myself more. I wrote a message then deleted, the rewrote the message and deleted again. I tried to call her but I couldn't, I didn't wanted to sound desperate and I don't know what she will think of me. I don't want to creep her out.
I have already checked my messages and my email if there is anything from her, but not a single word for the past two days. I never freak out but today I am on the edge of freaking out. I told her that I would respect whatever decision she makes but I don't know if I can keep up like this for longer.
It's been two days and it already feel like an eternity. "What are you doing to me Amara?" I asked myself frustrated and feeling helpless after so many years. I don't
