Liam
I was pacing back and forth in my office thinking of a way to put it all behind me. I didn't remember any women in my life that I was concerned for after what had happened in the past when I couldn't even trust my mother so there might merely be any hope for other and then Amara just made me do that without even doing that or even needing that concern. She is getting in my head and no one has ever been able to that since long and I am hell bent on keeping it that way. I am not who I am if I start feeling for the women I want to f**k with, this is not how it happens. I f**k them without having a thought whatsoever.
I need to find a way soon to f**k her and get her out of my mind. If this f*****g emotions comes up again than I am f****d up for life. I need to stop playing these games
