Amara
Nathan is back from his work and he seems really excited for us and this relationship. I thought it would have been awkward to talk to him after last week and after last night's incidence and the way he had been avoiding me the whole week. What happened last night was totally out of the blue and I didn't even realized what was happening until it happened and what so ever...
I don't want to remember it, don't want to remember the feeling. I don't want to do anything with that man in my life. I wish to never see his face again. I can't forgive him for doing that to me. I am more angry at myself to have been fallen for such a cheap tactic. I had much more respect than that. I don't want anything to ruin mine and Nathan's relationship. I really want this for myself. I have always loved
