Amara It has been a month almost, since I saw Liam, since he confessed to have cheated. I don't know if I hate him more or hate myself more for doing this to me. When I see back, all I long for is him, his comfort and all of him. I really hate myself for loving him, it all started as a dare, as a lust, nothing was meant to get complicated. He was with me for his reasons and I for mine. I don't know how did it got so messed up. I am trying really hard to move on in life but still I am at the same place. I am where I left him, I can't move past him. "Amara, you in" asked Elena my roommate. "Yessss..." I said knowing her that she will soon come in and lecture me again. I have been home for the past full month. I hardly go out, in case of emergencies and groceries. "Amara, I don't know w

