Liam For the first time in my life I knew what panic was and how heart wrenching it feels, how helpless you feel when the person that is dear to you lay there before you unconscious. "Amara..." I screamed loudly, calling out for her. I didn't knew what to do, it was as if my mind stopped processing seeing her like this. My palms felt sweaty, there were sweat on my forehead. I have never felt this way before, it was as if I couldn't breathe. She is my everything and I have realized it way too late but please God, I need her. I need her to be fine. I rushed to call the doctor, I was a mess. I can't bear to loose her, why did it have to be like this. I know I made mistakes maybe a ton lot of them but I don't deserve this. Every person, every f*****g person who loved me and the person whom

