And there it is: the subtle little “f**k you” that reminds me that I can’t afford to complain about any of this. Not without revealing all of my cards. Not without throwing myself headlong down the rabbit hole. “Have fun,” I say grudgingly. She gives me a tight smile. “Thank you.” “Blyat’,” I swear under my breath the moment she disappears. I have a dull, dry business meeting to attend while my wife is going to be out at some random bar full of horny guys in that sexy-as-sin dress and f**k-me heels. I sigh and glare at myself in the mirror. “Getting what I asked for is nothing like it used to be.” The club is insanity. Without Nikita’s assistance, I never would have gotten in on my own. When Rowan arrives, she confirms it for me. “I was shitting myself waiting for them to find my na

