Josie’s POV I am sitting on my bed just staring, too numb to do or say anything. Not even the text I got from Lucas could cheer me up, I guess not knowing if I should tell what is going on is part of it. I mean how do I even tell him, it was never necessarily before. I had no contact with my father, as far as I was concerned he was dead. Only my need for revenge lived on. I cannot believe I am actually going to see my father tonight after ten years. I guess I should just wait to see what happens tonight and then I can talk to Lucas on Sunday when I see him. Yes, this is definitely an in person type of conversation. Lucas - hey sweet Josie, I’m missing you today. How are you? Finding my resolve, I decide to answer honestly and at the same time leave out key pieces of inform

