Wendi’s POV
I don’t know what is going on, but everything has felt off since giving birth to that little brat. I am home now, but I have barely seen William. Usually he seeks me out, he has a high libido and I sate his needs.
I have a feeling that I made a drastic mistake taking birth control all these years. If he could get rid of that woman he actually loved, where does that leave me. I was the new exciting young beauty but now, now I’m only getting older. Staying as beautiful as before is taking more and more work, competing with women far younger than me is difficult.
I mean, if I had given him a son I would have secured my place, but I was silly to not want that. Me not wanting to be a mother clouded my judgement and now I’m left feeling lost. There is no way I will land
