The clock ticking filled up the silence as Julian and I held our breaths. "I really did love this baby, Julian." I whispered, my eyes beginning to water. Julian pressed a kiss on my hand, "Me too, mi amor. Me too." Tap... Tap... Tick... Tock... Tap... Tap... Tick.... Tock... "Well," Dr Gary let out a breath, removing the internal scan. Julian and I hung on to his every word. A smile spread across his face as he announced, "Everything is going well. You're measuring between six and seven weeks at the moment at my estimate. We will get a better idea at your 12-week scan." Hot tears of relief over-filled my eyes. Thank God! "However..." The doctor swung the computer screen around and turned the sound on. My eyes focused on the screen, unsure what I was looking at. "... You are expecting

