The next day, Julian kept hos surprise a sequence. After getting in the car on a a particular hot Carribean morning, I found myself sitting with a blindfold on and a smile plastered on my face. Last night, Julian had fallen asleep before me, his hard mouth relaxed and I found myself wondering what genes our babies would take from us. Julian was unequally the most handsome man I'd ever met and I hoped that my children would take on his good genes along with his sun-kissed skin. That morning, I woke cheerily and dressed in a plain white soft cotton sundress. After arriving upstairs for breakfaast, I actually found Julian looking casual in a pair of shorts and buttoned shirt, sipping coffee at the breakfast bar while Brienna tossed pancakes. In all my time of knowing Julian, I'd never seen

