CHAPTER 2. Leave My House
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"What the hell are you doing?" I shouted as the man in the dark threw me on the hospital bed roughly.
I just hope he isn't a pysch patient because I hadn't been trained to take care of people with such illness.
"What…what are you doing?" I stammered in panick again as I heard the sound of a belt being unbuckled.
"Shut the f**k up." He growled with coldness laced in his voice. My heart rate picked up as he removed my trouser.
"Let me go." I tried to push him backwards with the intention of making him stumble back but that wasn't the case.
My hand was pinned to the back of my head and I felt my panties being ripped off exposing my shaved v@gina.
"Please let me go…ple..ase…don't..don't do anything you might regret." I pleaded but it fell on deaf eyes. He roughly inserted himself into me.
"Uggghhhhh." I screamed and he didn't seem to care.
"Please…please…sir, please let me go." He went balls deep into me stroking deeply as hot tears fell out of eyes.
Never in my entire life had I expected my virginity to be taken away from me like this. I wanted to preserve myself for the right person and I had never ever even been in a relationship in my entire life.
"Please…at least…pleaseee.." I cried begging him but he didn't seem to care. He thrusted into me like I didn't matter, like I wasn't a human…he f****d me like a monster grunt like one.
He groaned in what seemed like pleasure holding my throat and I just stayed there begging for him to stop or at least go easy.
"Move your f*****g hand." He growled pining my hand which was pushing his stomach away back to the back of my head.
"Pleaseeeeeee!" I cried feeling a knot in my stomach and I felt a warm liquid substance fill up my v@gina.
I realized this monster had c*m into me and I had involuntarily done the same. It was only then he let me go.
10 MINUTES LATER…
"I'm sorry…I'm so sorry." He apologized as I sat on the floor crying my eyes out with my clothes torn and lower half bruised and sore.
How could someone do this to someone? What kind of animal is this?
"You're sorry? I begged you to stop, didn't I?" Angry tears gushed from my eyes and the most irritating part of it all, is that I couldn't even see who the hell this animal was.
"Look miss…I got intoxicated with some type of drug and now I apologize. On your way out, you will be handed some stack of money to compensate you for this." His voice was deep and cold.
"Compensate me?" I shook my head wiping away my tears as I stood up slowly. He tried to help me but I slapped his hands so hard.
I was so irritated, angry and frustrated. I hadn't realized when I used my vision to just try and locate the man's face and slapped him across the face. I hit his chest but he held my two hands as I attempted to hit his chest again.
"You have every right to be angry but do not f*****g touch me." I felt the venom in his voice.
"Ohh…you just see where this anger will take me! Moutherfucking defiler! You couldn't even be a man about it and show your face…We will see in court…I promise you." I spat angrily.
I didn't even know what I was saying anymore. I just felt more worthless than I had ever felt in my life but his next words even degraded me more,
"Nurse Vivian right? I apologize and I'm truly sorry for my actions." He paused and for a second I thought I could sense some honestly through his voice.
"But no matter what you plan on doing, you couldn't beat me in court whatsoever. I have the money and the power, so scurry out of here and enjoy the f*****g money you will be given, because with a snap of my fingers I can kill you and no one would know." He walked out of the dark room and I stood there crying.
Woww….OMG (oh my gosh) What did I ever do to deserve this?
I walked out of the room slowly feeling limping and crying. The guards stared at me then one of them handed me a black small duffle bag.
I tried to walk off as I just knew I couldn't just be bought off. Wordlessly, he still persisted in giving me the bag.
"I advise you to take this money, I'm sure the last thing you need right now is attracting people towards you." He looked around the hallway and I traced his look meeting the eyes of Mel, Rejoice and Aubrey talking amongst each other looking at me.
I was shocked, didn't Aubrey say she'd be leaving soon? Her seeing me coming out of this room and this guard forcing me to take this duffle bag means I am in trouble.
Sniffing I didn't say a word as he placed the bag in my hand.
My compensation to be treated like s**t. Thought to myself.
Ignoring the looks from them, I headed into the changing room. I changed out of my clothes and entered the shower. I cried and cried and was glad I was the only one inside there.
My night shift would be over in about two hours. I didn't want to be at the hospital nor did I want to go home now. Aubrey would have left for home by now.
Where could I even go?
I looked at myself in the mirror as I got dressed. I was disgusted seeing hickeys on my neck traced down to my shoulder. His words kept playing in my head.
…you couldn't beat me in court whatsoever. I have the money and the power, so scurry out of here and enjoy your compensation.
I didn't even have anyone who I could talk or tell. Who would even believe me? A young new nurse like me?
I sniffled entering into the Nurse facility and laying on the bed. Going into a deep slumber.
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LATER THAT NIGHT.
"Good evening. " I greeted, entering inside the house. I'd slept all through the next day and was glad Nurse Mara didn't disturb me and now, I decided to come home at night. Dad and mum sat on the couch while Aubrey smirked, sitting on one of the single expensive sofas opposite with her brother, Richard, who was also seated.
"Where have you been? Your shift finished hours ago." Mum asked. I noticed a weird energy radiating in the room, I pursed my lips adjusting the hand of my bag on my shoulder.
"Didn't you hear her? Where were you?" Dad snapped and I was taken aback.
See I was used to everyone at home abusing me both physically and emotionally but Dad never did. He was like my favorite person in the world and none of them treated me bad when he was around.
"I picked up another shift and fell asleep in the staff room." I told them honestly but their faces held disbelief.
"Cut off the bullshit, your secret is out there." Aubrey smirked with mischief on her face.
"What are you talking about?" I felt uneasy at the stares of everyone in the room.
"I am so disappointed in you. All I can say is I have tried. I have tried to give you everything I believed you needed even depriving my own kids of such things sometimes. I provided for you, made sure you had equal training with my children, going to the same school and university and yet what did I get back? You sleeping with men just for money. Not just men anywhere, your patients." Dad spat angrily scrunching up his face and shaking his head at me.
"I don't know what you're—-"
"There's proof Vivian. Cut it out, look at those hickeys on your neck, we are not blind." Mum asked, having a pleased look on her face.
I had forgotten about the hickeys on my neck.
I felt my eyes water looking at each of them who looked at me like a common p********e. I already felt like one but all these were getting overwhelming.
"I need you out of my house tonight." Dad handed Aubrey back her phone. She childishly waved her phone in the air showing me the picture of me going in and coming out of that room the monster was in.
"What?" I asked in disbelief, hoping it wasn't what I heard.
"You heard me Vivian. I'm so disappointed, I defended you in front of my wife and kids, and yet this is what I get back, you don't belong here. Pack your things and get the f**k out of my family's house, I don't want to ever see you again." I opened my mouth but no word came out.
Your family's house??
"Luckily for you, I took the initiative to help you gather your dirty things myself, so be grateful." Aubrey rolled out a box smiling widely.
"Dad…please I promise you…If you would just let me explain, you'd see that I wasn't selling mysel—--"
"Ohhh please Vivian, you want to manipulate my father? Just do as he had said and get out!" Richard cut me off.
I heard the sound of thunder and then rain began to fall heavily. As I tried to still beg, he headed into his room while Aubrey, Richard and Mum threw my box and me out the house in the freezing rain.
They all ignored my continuous pleading and cries going about their lives.
Of course, I was the adopted child they never wanted.
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