My shaky hands reached out for the bottle of pills in my purse. I fished it out, and opened the cap. Without thinking, I popped two pills into my mouth, dry. I closed the cap immediately, hiding it away from prying eyes. I was about to do something foolish. But this was the only place! If I didn't tell him now, when would I? I knew I had to tell him about this baby. With that, I scanned the area. He couldn't have gone that far. Malakai was close by. Somehow I could still smell him. “Malakai! Please wait!” I had totally forgotten where I stood. I was in public so why was I calling him Malakai? I didn't know this at the time. “I know you are still here, watching me. Where are you? I need to tell you something.” The alley was quiet. I could be wrong. Maybe Malakai really left. I sighe

