Rogue Lovers

Graduation day

Katana pov

I feel a huge thud on my back waking me up with a shock, Turns out it was my brother Cole. 

"wake up dipshit! you was supposed to be up over an hour ago, dads really loosing his nut you know?  ive got you some breakfast ready." with that he leaves the room.

I love Cole so much, hes the youngest of my brothers, full of jokes and an i***t most of the time but he always knows how to make any bad situation better, hes 6ft 3 muscular build with dark olive skin, jet black hair and the greenest eyes you would ever see, accompanied with a smile that could win over any woman or man. 

Today is my graduation from the academy. Cole knows that ive been dreading this day for weeks, so I know hes looking out for me in his own way.

With my stomach full of dread i drag myself out of bed and take a shower, quickly dry off, brush my hair and put it into my warrior knot which i know dads going to complain about. I then throw on the stupid baby blue dress my father brought for me to wear, its silk with a low neck line and drapes over my knees. A very simple dress but effective in showing my body shape, it hugs the right places and is actually quiet flattering. I do my makeup very simple not to look over done. As i look at myself in the mirror i feel a pang of upset wishing my mother was here to see me. Unlike my brothers who take after father in the looks department i look like our mother. 

i have very fair skin, ice white hair, purple eyes, short in height 5 ft 2 and very curvy. I say a little prayer to my mother hoping shes watching me from the sky above. With that i run downstairs to find the breakfast Cole has done for me. Instead i find all of my brothers. 

Their all around 6ft 3, strong builds, same olive skin and piercing green eyes. Cant say much about their smiles as their all miserable, stern and angry most of the time. The only way to tell my brothers apart is their hair styles. Kano has long hair down to his waist tied back, Phoenix has his hair short in a slicked style shaved at the sides, Tyler again has very long hair but ties it up in a bun so you never really see it down, Hawk shaves his head and Cole is always changing his hair.

They are all gathered around the kitchen island with my dad no were to be seen. I look and feel uneasy as my brothers very rarely share a space as most of the time it ends with a big fight and lots of blood, to many big egos together spells disaster.

Each look at me and smile, this fills my stomach with dread and panic which proceeds to makes me gag. As these men never smile!

 They all start laughing at me with utter amusement. Then Kano the first born spoke up,

"we knew you were nervous, but f**k sake katana, your one of the best! confident in everything you do so why the hell are you acting like this? get a grip!" You could hear the annoyance mixed with amusement in his voice, which made my stomach churn even more, but before i could speak dad came charging into the kitchen.

"My little princess katana" he came towards me with his arms open wide, i took a step back as my father was definitely not the touching type. He was never one for hugs or anything to show weakness and showing affection was weakness in his eyes and my bothers too. 

He grabs me tightly which is making it hard to breath, but im savouring it as ive never felt my father so close before, all my nerves slip away while hes holding me tightly. 

"Katana, you are my only born daughter the youngest of my children and you are growing up to quickly. I know today is a big day and im very happy to see you've decided to wear the dress ive brought for you"

You can see the glint of pride in my fathers eyes, hes even smiling at me! I feel a wave of strong emotion hit me, i try to stop the tears but before i realise dads already them wiping away with his thumbs. 

"awe sweetheart your becoming hormonal, your 18th birthday is in a week, so its expected for you to erm . . . feel, different." dads starting to sqweem with what hes saying, never really been one for words my dad when it comes to me.

"you are one of two students graduating with he highest honours, you have shown that you can be beautiful, smart and fuckin dangerous girl, im so proud of the woman you are becoming. Now eat some breakfast, its going to be a long day" My head starts to spin with all the words thats just rolled out of my fathers mouth. Hes proud of me!!!!!

I find the plate of food in the fridge Cole had stashed for me and inhale every bit of food off the plate. I didn't realise how hungry i was, as i look up Tyler the second born of my brothers looks at me in disgust and says "Your a f*****g pig! You should chew your food you know? when you find your mate you should mind your manners" me and Tyler have a love hate relationship, but i can always count on him for honesty. 

"leave me alone Ty, im hungry and stressed! if i want to eat like a pig i will!" my stomach starts to growl again, so i make my way to the fridge for more food before phoenix blocks me,

"now now katana, don't want to look bloated in that pretty little dress do you? maybe wait till later for more food aye?" He slams the fridge shut and a rage fills me from head to toe. I feel the burn under my skin, i glare and spit through gritted teeth "who the hell are you to tell me im not allowed food?!?" Phoenix steps back with panic in his eyes. I've never felt a heat of rage like this before i don't understand why i feel the way i do but its scared me. I come to my senses and run out of the kitchen, all of them in one room is to much for any person to handle.

Me and my pack members who are also graduating have collected in the main hall way to pose for the graduation photo in front of the grand oak staircase. Once all the flashes are done we pile into our cars to make our way to the ceremony. As im crammed in with my brothers i feel my stomach burning again, what is this im feeling? My brothers, Phoenix,Tyler, hawk and Cole are looking at me with a look of anticipation while dad and Kano in the front keep looking at me with their mirrors. Dad finally breaks the silence, "Katana is everything OK?" I felt annoyed just by the question. "im fine" i say with a sharp tone.

why would he even ask me if im OK? don't i look OK? i mean yes im going to have all eyes on me and be talked about in front of the entire pack but im fine, i think.

The silence continues for the rest of the journey, i have to giggle to myself as they all looked scared to breath in my direction. As we get there i let out a big sigh, the feeling of dread, fear and anxiety fill me once again. I put on my bravest face take a deep breath and take my place ready for the ceremony.

As the master talks the boring talk my mind starts to wonder, its wondering about my mate! who will it be? is he from this pack? does he already know im his mate? i feel a burning between my legs as i start to imagine the bad things i could do, then i hear clapping so shake myself for this wonderful fantasy to find announcements and diplomas are being handed out. My Best friend Lana goes up to collect her certificates and i beam with pride for her. She always had to work harder than anyone else as shes always struggled with anything academic, but to see her collect her diploma makes me proud she never gave up once! 

As everyone's hands got sore from clapping, it was finally my and robbies turn. Me and robbie had the highest grades always equal in our achievements and we really hate each other with a burning passion. We both get called up on stage together which im oddly grateful for. Master gives his speech on how amazing with both are *cringe* and hands us a diplomas. My father and brothers stand hooting, cheering and clapping along with the rest of the pack. I feel a burning of pride mixed with embarrassment I practically run off stage were robbie savours his moment. 

Im so glad its over and we can now party! 

The party lasts until midnight, ive danced with all my friends laughed and joked, i was tempted to talk to Lana about how ive been feeling today but she was having so much fun i didn't want to pull her down with my mood swings. I think ill talk to her another time.