Rogue Lovers

Its nearly my birthday!

So after graduation everything is quiet and boring. Im so used to studying and training, this week of rest and recoup really doesn't suit me. I walk around the pack house to find Lana as i haven't seen her at all today!

"Lana there you are!" I wrap my arms around her and slightly choke her out. 

"katana get off me!!" I laugh and throw myself next to her on the sofa.

I've always been in awe of Lana, so beautiful and a proper lady. Nothing like her sister Trinity who was pale, straight up and down and as flat as an ironing board, with the personality to match.

 Lana has long beautiful ginger hair past her bottom, a figure of an hour glass. Nice small breasts and little bottom. She's studying to become a doctor and im her biggest fan.

"so want to go and cause trouble Lana? I'm bored and everything is so quiet!" I give her my pouting look hoping she will say yes.

"Im not really in the mood Katana, i turn 18 tomorrow and feel really weird, and can smell something sweet thats making me tingle. I don't think i should really be around anyone until after tomorrow." I sense her unease but at the same time my mind goes back to those feelings on graduation day, maybe now was a good time to ask her about it?

"So its normal to be upset one minuet, angry the next and the burning with what i can only think of as lust?" I tilt my head to the side, she looks me dead in the eye and sighs with relief.

"I honestly thought i was going mad when it all started, i feel so out of control Katana!" She stifles a cry. 

"all i can think about is s*x!" Lana blushed so hard after saying that it made me giggle.

"we will get through this sister! your birthday tomorrow and mine is the next day! we will be fine and we will have our wolves within us finally. They will guide us onto our journey of woman hood. shall we just chill in my room and binge watch films?" She nods at me and we go to my bedroom. 

our thoughts are definitely not with whats going on in the film, i can sense Lana wants to say something but doesn't know how. 

"Lana is everything OK?" A sense of worry and concern flashes over me when i see her expression change.

"I cant stop wondering who my mate will be? I'm scared it could be our Alpha Drogo. That man terrifies me." I stifle a giggle

"I don't think you are, otherwise he would have been eyeing you up this last week, and i haven't seen him around at all." 

She gives me a smile, but i know i haven't made her feel any better, then the rush of cold fear fills my body.

What if I end up being Drogos mate! That man is vile! hes a monster! the whispers ive heard about what Drogo does to women in his room scares me. No. . . No your not!

 usually you have a crush on your mate before you even come into woman hood. I certainly do not have a crush on Drogo. Thinking about it ive never fancied anyone in our pack. Maybe my mate is from another pack? 

Before i realise Lana snaps me out of my internal conversation.

"Your brothers are coming" She blushes hard!

Lana has always fancied my brother Hawk. Not sure why as they are completely opposite! 

"What do you dickheads want?" Hawk, Cole and Phoenix look at me with a cheeky smile.

 urgh it makes my stomach churn with anxiety as their all grinning like idiots. 

Why are they smiling? I prefer them moody and angry!

"dads asked for you in his office, wants to arrange your 18th party" Hawk reply's in his deep booming voice.

"Hi Lana, how are you feeling? Looking forward to meeting your wolf tomorrow, and maybe your mate" Hawk leans into Lana's person space with a sparkle in his eye.

"Hawk back off, your a bit to close!" I push Hawk back annoyed, he was obviously flirting with Lana.

My brothers are few of the warriors to believe in saving themselves for their mate and their mate alone. They've never been touched or touched another woman. So this has kind of freaked me out i must admit, ive never seen hawk like this with any female!

I give a look to Lana but shes staring at hawk blushing like an i***t, so i get up and leave to find dad.

I wonder if Lana and hawk are mates? Hawk would know and hes been waiting? Lana will be a happy she-wolf if thats the case.

I finally reach dads office and knock the door before walking in. I never wait for dad to answer and this really makes him angry! but hey as a girl i know its my responsibility to annoy the men in  my life, and i do an amazing job at it.

"Katana what have i said about walking into my office before i beckon you in?" His voice was deep and his eyes were angry.

"sorry daddy! seems as hawk said you wanted me i thought you would be expecting me to walk in?" I use my pout face and tilt my head to the side.

"That look doesn't work on me little lady! But anyway i want to arrange your birthday party"

A wave of nausea and dread fill me. 

"dad i don't want a party, just something with the family will do" Hoping with every fibre of my body that dad will agree to this.

"nope! your my daughter, im beta so we need to celebrate properly!" He says with his chest puffed out, and starting to pick through different party ideas he collected to show me.

"fine, but i don't want it flashy, ooo maybe a masked party?" At least then no one will see me dying internally from all the attention.

" A masked ball you mean? you will have to wear a gown! just because you can fight doesn't mean you cant dress like a woman now and then." Hes really trying his best bless him.

"fine, is that all you need from me?" I feel that burning rage filling me again.

"well you need to pick your dress, colour schemes and who to invite?" I think dad can see im glowing with anger and quickly jumps in again.

"fine pick your dress and i will do the rest, you need to pick in the next hour to give me time to do everything else OK?"

"fine, has my dress come for Lana's party tomorrow?" trying to change subject quickly.

"yes its arrived, maybe try it on might make you feel better about your own ball"

I leave the room without a word and hunt down my new dress. Its the first time dads let me pick my own gown. I chose a nice deep blue and gold loose fitting dress not to show to much of my body but giving enough to cause interest. I collect my gown and head to my room hoping Lana was still there. I burst through the door to find hawk sucking her face off!! 

"what the hell is going on?" I practically scream this at them both. Hawk threw himself back with such force he smashed his back into my TV causing it to break.

"f**k! katana erm we got carried away. I'm sorry Lana i . . erm . . . ive got to go" Hawk left the room so quickly he was still trying to get to his feet, so was running on all fours it was very funny to watch. 

I snap my head round to Lana who was in a coma of self thought.

"Lana? erm what was that all about? was Hawk forcing himself onto you?" 

"No he wasn't honestly, he makes me feel alive, he said hes drawn to me and can start to smell my scent, and im sure i can smell him, the burning in-between my legs is nearly unbearable!" she rams her hands between her legs in hope of some relief but you can see there is none.

"well go get him then, think he s**t himself when i walked in as hes never felt this before either." 

She looks at me and doesn't reply, just leaves the room as quick as what hawk did!

Great she finds her mate before her 18th, ive lost my best friend to my eldest dickhead of a brother.

I pick up my now very broken TV and start to flick through the gown catalogue my dads given me and find the perfect dress, its black with red lace, clings to the body, completely backless and high at the front im in love. I take a photo on my phone and send it to dad.

I start to think deep thoughts about my mate, i really hope hes a naughty boy who likes to f**k long and hard with plenty of fore play! my v****a starts to throb with these thoughts. So i break them off and run myself a bath, i slide down into the bath of bubbles and take off where i left with my fantasy. 

I start rubbing the inside of my thighs imagining a big strong man above me touching and licking each and every part of me, i start to massage my c**t making my body quiver with pleasure and want for more. I start panting with every rub and dip of my fingers. I get startled when my bathroom door opens and theres a figure stood in the door way.

"do you need some help? im sure my fingers can give more pleasure to you than your own"

That voice i know that voice!

before i could react, Drogo was on his knees at the side of my bath.

"Come my beautiful girl, let me pleasure you without taking your innocence" He placed his hand on my chest and began rubbing my breasts, the fear consumed me, i couldn't move. 

This isn't how Lana was, she wasn't scared, Why is he doing this to me? 

It felt like everything was in slow motion, before i could fully register what was happening his fingers were rubbing my c**t quite roughly. There was no pleasure at all, only pain and fear. I finally get my senses back and shout.

"no i cant do this please leave me alone!" He looks at me with anger stands and walks away.

I felt dirty and ashamed at what had just happened, there was nothing nice or flustering about it. I'm so scared! what do i tell dad? do i tell him? so many things racing through my mind. I run to my door and lock it, i put on my pyjamas and try to sleep and figure out what had actually happened in my bathroom.