The Truth Between Us

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Three days passed and Draven didn't touch me. Not his hand on my neck. Not his fingers on my wrist. Not even his eyes when he walked into the room. He came in late, slept on the floor, left before dawn. He ate in his office. He ran the pack like nothing had happened under the moon. Like he hadn't kissed me until we both forgot how to breathe. I hated him for it. And I hated myself more for standing in the dark, listening to his breathing, and wishing he'd crawl into my bed. On the fourth morning, I couldn't take it anymore. I cornered him in the hall before he could vanish into his office. "We need to talk," I said. He didn't stop walking. "We don't." "Yes, we do." I stepped in front of him, close enough to smell him. Cedar and rain and something that made my chest ache. "You can't keep pretending-" "I'm not pretending." His voice was flat, but his throat bobbed. "I'm doing what I should've done from the start. Keeping my distance." "Why?" My voice cracked. "Because of the kiss?" "Because you deserve better than an Alpha who can't control himself around you." "That's not your choice to make." He finally looked at me. Grey eyes, tired, guarded, and so full of something he wouldn't name. "It is. I'm your Alpha." "I'm not your mate," I said, and the lie tasted like ash. His jaw ticked. "Lila-" "Don't." I cut him off, my chest tight. "Don't say it if you don't mean it." He didn't answer. He walked around me and shut himself in his office, and I stood there with my heart pounding like I'd been punched. Marcus found me ten minutes later. "He's not going to talk to you," Marcus said quietly. "Not until after the council comes." "Council?" "Tomorrow. The council's arriving. They want to discuss borders. And you." My stomach dropped. "Me?" "They haven't forgotten you ran, Lila. You broke the Moon's bond. The night you left, Blackwood bled - storms, withered crops, elders calling it the Moon's curse for your defiance. They'll want to know why Draven's still keeping you after you brought the Moon's wrath down on us." "I'm not a prisoner." "Then tell them that." Marcus's eyes were hard. "But don't lie. They'll smell it." He walked away, leaving me shaking. That night, I couldn't sleep. I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, listening to Draven's breathing from the floor. Slow. Even. Like he wasn't awake. But I knew he was. "Draven," I whispered. No answer. "I'm scared," I admitted, my voice barely there. "If they make me go back-" "Then you'll come back," he said, voice rough in the dark. "To me." My chest tightened. "You don't know that." "I do." He rolled onto his back. I could see the shape of him in the moonlight, the tension in his shoulders. "Because I'm not letting you go again." Silence stretched between us, thick and aching. "Why?" The word tore out of me. "Why me? You could have any wolf in the pack. Why chase the one who ran?" He didn't answer right away. When he did, his voice was barely above a whisper. "Because you were the only one who ever looked at me and didn't see the Alpha. You saw me." My throat closed. "I was nineteen," he said. "You were sixteen. And you looked at me like I wasn't a monster. Like I wasn't already broken." "You were never-" "I was." He cut me off. "And then you left, and I spent four years thinking I'd imagined it. That you'd never really seen me at all. The words cracked something open in me. The memory crashed in, sudden and brutal. Four years ago, the elders didn't just force our parents to marry. They merged our packs and they renamed it Blackwood. My mom, Selene, Alpha of the North Pack. Widowed when I was ten. Draven's father, Rowan, Alpha of the West Pack. Widowed two winters before. The border war had bled us dry. So the elders bound us. North moved into West. One territory, one packhouse, one Alpha pair. Selene and Rowan. To keep us from killing each other. No one asked me. No one asked Draven either. He was already in the Packhouse when I arrived with my mother. Tall, quiet, grey eyes that didn't smile. He looked through me like I was an intruder. Like I was the daughter of the Alpha his father had been forced to marry. I hated him for it. For the way he made me feel like I didn't belong in the home I was now supposed to share. We were supposed to be a family now. Step-siblings. Not blood. But still wrong. I was sixteen. He was nineteen. We lived under the same roof, ate at the same table, and didn't speak unless we had to. But silence didn't mean nothing was happening. I noticed the way his eyes followed me when he thought I wasn't looking. The way his jaw tightened when other boys in the pack talked to me. I told myself it was annoyance. That he hated having me in his territory. I lied. Because late at night, when the house was quiet, I'd lie in bed and think about him. About the way his voice dropped when he spoke to me. About how his shoulders looked through his shirt. About how wrong it was, and how much I hated myself for wanting the Alpha's son anyway. I think he felt it too. One year later, both of them were gone. Rowan and Selene. Dead within months of each other. Two Alphas lost, and the merged pack they'd forged had no anchor. Two weeks after my mother Selene died, Draven became Alpha of the merged pack. I was 16. He was 19. And suddenly my stepbrother was my Alpha too. I told myself it didn't matter. The Moon wouldn't be cruel enough to bind me to him. I was wrong. They dragged us to the Moonlit Circle at dawn. The whole pack watched. The elders cut our palms, let our blood drip onto the sacred stone. The Moon answered. Light burst from the rock and branded our skin - a crescent on my wrist, a matching one on Draven's. Fated mates, marked in front of everyone. "No," I said. Loud enough for the pack to hear. "He's my stepbrother. I won't." That's when the elders' faces went cold. "To deny the Moon is to deny Blackwood itself," they said. "If you refuse, this merger your parents died for will fail. The war they stopped will bleed through the cracks." Mate. They wanted us to mate. I found him in the woods behind the packhouse that night. My heart was pounding so loud I was sure he could hear it. "Tell me you don't want this," I said. My voice shook. Because I wasn't sure I didn't want it. His hands were fists at his sides. For a second, his eyes flicked to my mouth, then away. Like he was fighting himself. "I don't," he said. But his voice cracked. "Lila, I can't." "Then let me go." "I can't." His voice broke. "If I say yes, they'll force it. If I say no, they'll punish you. And I can't-" He cut himself off. Swallowed. "I can't lose you." I ran two nights later. One bag. No note. I told myself it was to save him. To save us both from what we weren't supposed to feel. From becoming the price our parents' deaths demanded. From tearing the pack apart. I thought if I ran far enough, the Moon would forget. That the elders would pick someone else for Draven after I humiliated us both in front of the pack. That I wouldn't have to go back and be his mate - even though part of me had wanted him long before the moon ever marked us. I thought wrong. They hunted me for weeks. I crossed into rogue territory and kept running. I didn't know Draven spent the next four years looking for me. I didn't know he slept on the floor for four years because the bed felt too empty without me. I sat up, tears burning. "I did see you." "I know." He turned his head toward me. "That's why I can't lose you again." I got out of bed. Crossed the room. Knelt beside him on the floor. "Draven," I whispered. He didn't touch me. But his hand clenched at his side, knuckles white, like he was holding himself back by a thread. "If the council takes me," I said, "fight them." His eyes met mine. Dark. Desperate. "I will." "Promise me." "I promise." I nodded. Then I did the stupidest, bravest thing I'd done in years. I leaned in and pressed my forehead to his. He went still. His breath caught, shaky. We stayed like that for a long moment. Not kissing. Not touching anywhere else. Just breathing the same air, close enough that I could feel the heat of him, the way his chest rose and fell against mine. Then he pulled back. His voice was hoarse. "Go to bed, Lila." I did. But I didn't sleep. The next day, the council arrived. Five wolves, led by an elder named Rafe. Old, scarred, eyes like flint. He walked into the hall and looked straight at me. "So," he said. "The runaway." Draven stepped in front of me. His shoulder brushed mine. "She's under my protection." "Is she?" Rafe's gaze flicked to the cuff on my wrist. "Looks like a prisoner to me." He stepped closer, voice low and sharp. "You remember what we went through after she ran, Draven. Blackwood bled - storms, withered crops. And now you're keeping her? After she brought the Moon's wrath down on us?" "She's my mate," Draven said. The hall went silent. Rafe's eyes narrowed. "Prove it." Draven turned to me. His hand came up, slow, and cupped my jaw. His thumb brushed my cheek. "Lila," he said quietly. Like a prayer. I didn't pull away. He leaned in and kissed me. Not hard. Not desperate like under the moon. Gentle. Certain. His lips moved against mine, warm and steady, and the bond flared so bright I saw stars behind my eyes. My hands came up without thinking and fisted in his shirt. When he pulled back, his forehead rested against mine for a second. Rafe was staring. "Well," the elder said. "I suppose that answers that." He turned to go. Then stopped. "But know this, Alpha. If she runs again, the council will come for her. And we won't ask nicely." He left. The pack dispersed. Draven dropped his hand from my face, but his fingers lingered against my jaw. "Thank you," he said. "For what?" My voice shook. "For not pulling away." I looked up at him. "I don't want to run anymore." His eyes softened. Just a fraction. But it was enough. "Good," he said. "Because I'm not done with you.
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