Saartje

Sinta Died

2 years have passed, now Dimas has started school. Alderts and Sinta seem to be fine.

When it was time to go home from school, Sinta picked up Dimas in her car. Dimas who saw Sinta immediately ran towards Sinta. From the front, a shaky car passed which was about to hit Dimas. Sinta ran to save Dimas. Sinta pushed Dimas away from there until Dimas injured his leg. Sinta, who saved Dimas, didn't even have time to avoid the car, so she was finally hit by the car and bounced far away. Sinta who was bounced fell upside down and her chest fell on the rock.

The local residents who saw it immediately ran to help Dimas and Sinta. Sinta was taken to the hospital in her car while Dimas' feet were treated by local residents, then took him to the hospital where Sinta was taken.

Residents tried to contact Alderts with the cellphone in Sinta's bag.

"Assalamualaikum sir, I'm Anjani, I want to inform you that the owner of this cellphone had an accident and is being treated by a doctor at the hospital," said a local resident.

Alderts who heard it was suddenly shocked and his legs went weak until he fell down on the floor and his cellphone fell to the floor.

Alderts tried to brace himself and immediately went to the hospital with Love to see how Sita was.

When Alderts arrived at Sinta's care, he saw the residents who helped him shed tears, as did Dimas.

Dimas ran to hug Alderts and said that his mother had passed away. So far, Dimas and Love have considered Sinta like their biological mother.

Alderts who heard it let go of his embrace and ran into Sinta's room. Alderts had no idea that in 2 years time, he would have to lose someone again. Wounds that have not fully healed are widening again. One by one he began to lose his family. Alderts hugged Sinta's body and shed tears, as did Dimas and Love. They went out to take care of all the hospital fees and Alderts also carried Sinta. Alderts, who was devastated and felt that it was all over, drove his car so fast that it almost crashed but fate still saved their lives.

Arriving at home, they prepared everything, for the funeral of Sinta and her recitation.

Alderts also washed his wife's body and helped put on the shroud. Sinta's face looks radiant with a beautiful smile etched on her lips just like Kinara's death.

They also took Sinta to the mosque to hold a funeral prayer. After holding the funeral prayer, they took Sinta's body to the cemetery to be buried. Sinta is buried right next to her daughter Dinda's grave. After the death of Rafly and Dinda, Sinta asked Alderts to buy land next to their family so that they could be buried together. Alderts also bought a burial ground for him, Sinta, Dimas, and Love so that they would always be together.

Before Sinta's death, she had visited the graves of Sarah, Kinara, Rangga, Rafly and Dinda. Sinta goes to their graves to pray for her and says between her son's graves that sooner or later they will be together again.

Maybe it's true what people say that "talk is prayer". Sinta, who just said that, is now beside Dinda's grave. Age is only Allah who knows it but it's good for us to say that it's okay. Because God may grant it.

Alderts who saw a row of his family's graves screamed hysterically looking up at the sky. Dimas and Love tried to calm Alderts. Now only he is left as a protective shield for Dimas and Love. There is no longer a shoulder to lean on. There is no one who always comforts him and wakes him up when he falls.

Even the very weak Alderts tried to get up for the sake of his young son and daughter. His shoulders must be strong for his beloved children. Even though his heart was broken into pieces. He has to live his life with a broken heart. He remembered all his past and thought that this was all a punishment from God for all his crimes. He went to the soundproof room in his house and hit the wall. He saw the wood he had used to bind Pieter and ordered his men to beat Pieter. He returned to the room where he remembered everything. He screamed and ransacked the room. There was also a photo of Pieter, Sarah, Kinara, Rangga, Rafly and Dinda and he took a photo of Sinta and placed it next to their photo. On each photo he wrote a letter of apology, guilt, and love.

Alderts intended to end his life but he realized when Dimas and Love knocked on the door in front. The voices of Dimas and Love made him stop what he was doing and opened the door and hugged them. Dimas and Love who saw the room was very messy and asked Alderts.

'Dad, why is this room so messy?' asked Dimas.

It's okay honey, let's go out.

Yes daddy.

Alderts came out carrying Love who was busy with his milk bottle and took Dimas. Alderts kept trying to hold back her tears so they wouldn't fall in front of Dimas and Love.

Currently, Dimas is 7 years old and Love is only 4 years old. Love still drank milk from the bottle when she was a baby. Love also still likes to pee in her pants. If not Alderts, who else will take care of Dimas and Love. He is the only family that Dimas and Love have.

1 year has passed, now Alderts is no longer working and only focuses on taking care of his son and daughter. Alderts always invites Dimas and Love on vacation so that their children feel happy. Dimas and Love look very happy but not with Alderts. Alderts recalled Sarah and Kinara. He who always scolds Kinara, locks Kinara and Sarah in the house. As long as Kinara and Sarah were with him, his heart was covered by the glitter of the world. In his mind only money and money. Now he realized what Kinara had said before that "everything requires money but money is not everything". Kinara is right, "a complete and harmonious family is far more important than wealth and the throne". Now he felt it himself. His family is not intact, all of them are gone, leaving only the king and his little queen.

'If I had realized everything before our separation, before your death, I might still be with you and Sarah right now. Maybe now we live happily. I'm sorry Kinara Kim, always hurt your heart first and forgive me Sinta until now there is still the name Kinara Kim in my heart, Kinara Kim, I promise you, I will take care of your son and daughter to atone for my little mistake to you, I realize that this is not as big as the pain I have given you but this is all I can do and for you Rangga, thank you for being a rainbow after the rain on Kinara. Thank you for making her happy after the many wounds I gave her' said Alderts looking up at the sky and shedding tears while smiling.

Dusk arrived. Alderts, Dimas, and Love rushed back to the inn after their vacation. They had dinner and slept together.