SIA POV
"I can’t stop thinking about it, Rachel," I said at last, my voice so low it felt like even the air in the room might strain to hear me.
Rachel, sprawled across my bed like she owned the place, froze mid-chew, She tilted her head, eyes narrowing slightly.
"Just so you know, it’s weird for me to talk about this with you ‘cause Jason’s my brother and it’s, like, super gross." She wrinkled her nose, then let out a short laugh, but there was a tiny beam of curiosity there, the kind she tried to hide but never could.
"I know, I know," I groaned, grabbing my pillow and smothering my face in it for a moment. My voice was muffled when I continued, "But… I liked it, Rachel. I liked it and..."
I lifted my head, fingers worrying at a loose thread on the blanket between us. "… I wanted mo
