CHAPTER 25 Given the status of what remains in my backpack, I grossly underestimated how many snacks I’d need to pack to keep four children and two adults from growing hungry. Our newly booked flight doesn’t start boarding for another hour, but I know better than to ask Russel to spend money on airport food. I’m feeling much better now. Finally got over whatever shock I had. In fact, I’m actually glad Russel was able to get our family on this other plane. I would hate to think that I’ve ruined this vacation for everyone. Yes, I’m still anxious about meeting the in-laws. Still terrified that every single thing I do, every word I say will be compared to Sarah. Russel’s parents loved his first wife like a daughter. He hasn’t told me this, but his sister has. Their whole family saw her as on

