“Come on! Is this a joke?” I shouted as the frustration took over me. My bed was soaking wet under me from my own juices. My s*x was throbbing uncontrollably, and Brent was nowhere to be found. There was no way that was just a hallucination. It felt way too real. “Ok. Whoever is playing this game, you f*****g win! I am tired of this crazy s**t! I just want to feel normal!” I screamed at the top of my lungs. “I want a regular life where I can be f****d like a s**t by the man I love as much as possible, and I don't want to be attacked by monsters every night. This is not for me. It is not what I signed up for!” I couldn’t stop the tears from pouring out of my eyes. Curling up like a child, I held my pillow until I couldn't cry anymore. In addition to having a pool benea

