I woke up feeling as if I had carried the whole world in my back. My eyes were sore from all the crying last night, and almost every part of my body was in pain. I rolled in my bed as I covered my eyes from the sun's light. It's already beyond nine o'clock in the morning, and I was reminded of a conversation I had with my mother the night before. I'm grounded, and there's no way I can get out of the house, especially not under her watch.
I heaved a sigh, thinking of my complicated situation. I am intelligent, but it seems like the buzz got me all dulled up. I feel nothing but exhaustion, and I just want to fade out from this harsh world. Perhaps, it is much better in the afterlife, no problem, no issue, and probably no pain.
I raised myself from the soft mattress after hearing my stomac
