It's a start of a new day, and I can't wait to start . I had an awesome dream where my sister Janelle and my soon to be ex-boyfriend are handcuffed and carted to jail for a long time, for running an underground counterfeit ring. I was the one that figured it out with the help of my new bestie and boyfriend Samuel Kim. Sam was about to kiss me when my alarm clock started to ring. What an awesome dream, but my clock was such a kill joy. I wish that the dream would have continued. No time to get all debbie downer on myself, I have to get up and start getting ready for work. Imagine that, I'm finally getting ready for work. I thought that, that would have not happened. Not that I needed to go back to work, with all the money that I've saved up.
The funny thing is that everyone thinks that I'm dirt poor, but I've made really good investments and saved the money that dad had left me. I'm basically a multi-millionaire. They knew this they would have sucked all money out of my bank account. I played it cool and made it look like I was running dry, because of no job. It's ok, my family doesn't need to know. I could always tell them that my job put the money into my bank account, so that I can buy the house from mom. I really want my childhood home. It's really a mansion with the backyard that looks like a resort. I don't know why no one likes the house. I always loved it. It has bay windows with lovely windows seats. I love drinking hot cocoa during the winter months and watching the snow fall while sitting on the window seat. I guess I'm the only one who appreciated this, and it's also an open floor concept design. I love it.
I'm here thinking all this while giving my girls their breakfast and getting their carriage ready for today. I need to keep my phone on me, at all times this morning because I don't know when Jillian is going to call me for my new job. Right now, I'm going to take a shower now and try to calm myself. I haven't been in a work environment for over a year. I hope that everything will work out right, and do the job well. Also, I hope that no one dies in the process, but since we're dealing with an underground counterfeit ring and perhaps a little bit more. My sister has always been a little extra. She takes everything to the next level. I just really hope that she doesn't kill anyone that I love like her children and mom, and my cats.
I'm getting ahead of myself. I need to calm myself down, before things start getting weird like when I started making things move. My nerves were out of sorts and Janelle was really getting on my last nerve. I just hope that this situation doesn't become explosive.
Again, I'm getting ahead of myself. I just finished taking my shower and I brushed my teeth, got dressed with office casual. I loved getting dressed up for work again. I couldn't wait to receive Jillian's call telling me where to meet and what they need me to do. Hopefully, all goes according to plan. I getting a funny feeling in the pit of my stomach, like my sister is going to pull something that's going to take me out of the equation, and someone else will have to take my place. I hope that's not the case.
Regardless what happens, I'm going to make this work. I make myself my usual breakfast and have some hot tea this morning to soothe my nerves. As I look down at my phone, it starts to ring and it's Jillian. I was so happy that I couldn't contain my self.
Mom looks up and says, "What's going on with you girl? You're 50 years old, behave yourself! Please, tell me what's going on. I'm worried about you. You know that you can tell me anything. I don't like that you don't trust me. This hurts my feelings. You know that I love you. You'll always be my child."
I reply, "remember when I told you about getting an job by the end of the day yesterday?," and mom nods her head yes. "Jillian's boyfriend Neil gave me a job yesterday, to work at his law firm as a secretary. Today, I'm going to meet up with them to finalize my job position. I'm really happy today. Please, don't go and tell Janelle. I don't want you telling her first. I want the honor to belong to me." I look at mom and know that she's probably going to tell Janelle about my new job. Mom wants to know why I don't trust her. Really!Every time my mom tells Janelle about a job, Janelle always sabotages it and I wind up with nothing. I hope she doesn't ruin my chances with this job.
Mom, I'm planning on saving enough money so I can buy the house from you. You can probably live in one of Janelle's guest houses, and be near the kiddos She just looked at me, with a look of incredibility. Like she couldn't believe that I could save up that much money to buy the house. Where's the faith and trust! Mom wants to know why I don't trust her, that's funny.
I honestly can't wait to sign my W-4 and do all the paperwork needed to start working again. I'm so over Matthew Blackwell and my sister. I just don't want see them ever again. I love my nieces and nephews. I'll make sure that I get to see them as often as I can. I really don't want to see my sister. She likes to rub things in my face. Kind of like putting salt on my wounds that she herself has created. I forgive her, but I just don't want to be near her.
I can't wait to finally live my life away from my sister. This day is going to be fabulous. I just know it. I have one hour to get there. I feel so happy!